I had been watching you
Imagining your kiss
You asked to use your hands on me
I thought it would be bliss
It had been six months since I'd felt love
Whatever this is is far from love
Your palms like black holes, steal my purity away
On mu way home your poison spreads
Is it weird that I put up my shield around you?
That I hide what's inside?
And protect my fragile heart?
This is really relieving to get off my chest. These times are very difficult.