Should I have filter when I truly just wanna like ....
                        LOVE YOU
Would you love me when you truly just wanna like.....
                         ***** me.

**** it I'll hold it like a coaster.
This ain't they way to come closer
Calling in vein the bloodline depends on me bending ovaaa (over).
I just wanted you safe even if its eternal atake ...it's gotta be slowed cuuusss (because).
Trust it you then let go like a roller coaster.
Climbing on top of my brain you got expensive taste.
I just wanted you be who you are even when it's hard to fake.
I -

Say please !
Because I like how you scream
It's like music to me
When you call out my name
Oh my name ...
I'm your chains
I'm your veins
No more games
Break free ...
But it Just don't feel the same
Oh my name ...
Say you want to know my fame
Say you want to drive me insane


...say please

Are you happy
I'm satisfied
Ain't no arms
On my watch
I been gone
Like twelve o'clock
I'm not happy
But satisfied
Say i miss you but thinking bout you
I'm waisting time
Like twelve o noon
Go inside
Don't get fried man....
Let me go inside

And there is the warmth that's felt from within...
Brown skin,
braces..
no ****
And yet the chest the you could lay on.
I'm intrigued 🤔
Should've got the number
Could've of held those pearly nail fingers alittle longer
Like time was slowing down
I watched you shoot the ball and miss lol
Dame I'm staring
Dame I'm intrigued
Dame I wish you asked for more then just to play with me
Cause I would play with you
I mean I would lay up with you
I MEAN I WOULD SHOOT MY SHOT RIGHT DOWN THAT PINK AND GREEN METAL ROD ....if you wanted me to

loved you from the very start.
Since your amind reader ....
Can't you tell I know where you are and who you aren't ?
You constantly are in my dreams
It's like the Guilt is wrapped up in those perfect little arms and I'm fien.
Do I go all crazy like that want me to be ?
Should I show you the same ?
Well what if I was the drug to take the pain away...?
And you dropped every emotion you had on that day ...
Would you run back to me and ask for more or would you just sit there as I sunk in the floor

I play romantic scenes in my head while I watch a stranger at target.
Like we're cuddling at night and you get a phone call at night and it's your best friend checking up on you while I'm waking up right next to you over talk how I'm clingy.
You in your underwear I'm the morning is just so pretty.
Asking did I wanna take a shower with you as the water runs down your ******* im ...
Crap I'm staring....
But umm yea..
We should make a movie

You were ******* in her world
Til I cut you loose like He asked me to
She was strong but couldn't convince me
You were young and you fell in love with the villain to
Yet life is funny when they laugh at me
In the back I hear HiM truly breathing to
Was it for me to be beaten down
Was it for me to yell at you
I know you were mad at me because it wasn't perfect
But the mission was to show you that she bleed to.....

If this message ever reach your eyes hope you read it out loud for the particles
YOU ARE FREE & EVEN IF IM AWAY I STILL PRAY FOR STRENGTH THAT YOU MAY SEE YOU ARE FREE....AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Tired of being in my head
Can I just say I want taste your skin !
Salty in all it's glory ?
I like how you say eww like we all don't have obsessions
Like we all don't have demons
Like we all don't have that one angel
Like you hate how my eyes follow you
Like there won't be another time to see you
Tired of being in your head
Can you just ask me to eat your *** like ....
Like that's disgusting you should see when I'm a gentleman
Like that's awful I wonder how you think places are made in the dirt
Like I wouldn't put you in first place like millionaire making love to suckiest celebrity

Pills turn my heart
I play Dumb when my part
Sing out loud when it drums
******* love on your tongue
Taste and see what you won
Walk around like my gun
Walk around like the pump
Fuel me when you come
Come right in oh my love
Break my heart now you won
Walk around with my gun

You said you wanna ruin the time
You wanna be with me
And I said time is nothing
And you said it's nothing
We shelter in ourself
Consume me and be quick!

I tried make time and sense of it,
But I'm cool because this isn't love ...
We
All
Have obsessions...

I chase the power lines til' they stop at home!
And I wish  your pretty *** was a peeping tom!
..like knocking on my window like I came alone
Wonder if I kiss you would you kiss me brooooooooooooooo

I sit like fly in the window.
Like drop of rain on your petal
I'm just passing the essence of my big scandal.
If I had someone to lay on my sofa with underwear on and just loyal to me like bagels with seeds...
Then yes I wouldn't mind if you took the keys.
As you sit like a fly in my Venus trap
...uh ...uh ...mmmm
Oki all this to say you look Good today even with the ranch dripping down your chin out your mcds wrap ! 😂

I sit in a room where there are no chairs
I stand under the light that dances in the snares
That great aroma you smell has become my heart the only thing that holding me here.
I have a ****** and I never in my life have felt so bare.
Like the sun can turn on me in right now!
And the pills that made me puke
Has had a affair
If I was famous this peom would sneak in the ears of those that truely never cared

And before they blink ....
The saints were out of there

V1:
Don't throw no stones
I'll build a place
Oh , I've been home
My outer space
The stars they roooamm, then drift away
Or am I wronnnng , Too make you wait ?

My gun on safety. ( I don't feel safe)
Your love can't tame me. (I feel the same )
Why would you run? ( Don't test my faith )
Why would you chase me  ? ( stop running in place)
The least you know,
At least you do not trust me!

It isn't likely that umm .. end with Pisces cause ummm
It isn't like me to prom
I rather farms with pharmaceutical backgrounds with lunch
Come take my passion and some
I'll take the baggage and fun
Like grocery shopping with tongues
I need your kisses with a fruit punch and space to the stars like hmm ..
That just sounds perfect to me
That just sounds average with me
If that  sounds backwards let's hmmm ..

Dear diary,
Is something wrong with me?
Dad shorts and a baggy shirt
Thick cacausian with basketball skills
And the blue eyes that I could jump in
LIKE!
EVERYTIME
I try my best dude to not look at Dem glutes
Are those ******* that just smiles back Everytime he walks up
LIKE
today was a complete fail
Wish you could pick me up and act like you been wanting to talk to me alone
We can ride on your muscles I MEAN
Likeee your Honda or something.


Now diary wrap all I said in one word what am I?
Wrap that more up and let's smoke cause today I was like ....
👁️👄👁️

Never was on varsity yet I will have plaque with my name on it.
Never was the good guy yet they say my voice can calm a shooters hand
Never thought I would go to sleep with my dream guy yet I woke up with peace when he left.

Life is such a paradox but if you just breath in and then out you would understand the Lord is Simple like fear is to crying baby being born

Wipe your eyes baby
This right  here is true
It's been so lonely lonely lonely until you.
Nevermind baby
Let's just keep it cool
You are the only only only one I do.


I love you  careless
wind hit anatomy
You brought carriage
Kiss me till I'm yours  I mean
You see !
Just how
I'm talking
You see
Just how
I'm walking
You got me running like fossit
Oh I'm open

Minimize
Tell me is small yet?
You care about that ...
That thing your thinking of
What if it's payback
Well.... Then ... Just say that.
Why can't you say what you were thinking
Instead of reading your thoights ...


Oh I'm in your head again ...ok

Now that I got you I will not play with you .
Why would I be like him when he's hiding a thing or two.
Surprise by the  dozen because I bought a gang of blue
Roses red but thoughtful enough to sea you through
Just know I'm SELFISH
I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF I SWEAR
YOU DONT NOBODY I SWEAR
I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF I SWEAR

yea...
All to myself I swe...
Nobody I swear...
I want you all myself because I'm selfish
Yea
Yea...

Whatever happen to invincibility
Milk man the paper boy
Cece AND BEBE
Uhhmm..

When you lost out thereeee and your all alone....( * Starts to mumble)

Every where you look
Every where you......

Crap I just notice I never knew the words to this song

My foreign exotic Romania dispatch,
Daytona the   horses inside of my gym bag
Like how my heart will abide under sixpack
My......
Fantasies forgot how speak.
Kissing the rim never made me so weak
After day dreaming you ran off my feet
You told me your age
As you smiled with a wink
Lifted your shirt as I swim to discreet
Wait ...
How old did he say he was....

I want him but they  want me to say ******
Lord forgive me I trade in my fire.
Only Glory Jesus Messiah
Holy holy to the One that consume me like fire
No they wont like me if I break all idols.
I'm a lover so I really don't fight them.
You want diamonds or the one that made all of'em?

Dude can I act like you were my best friend and we are on the coach ? Ok and scene....

He had massive brown uncircumcised ***** and the back of throat. Oh the things that flowed like milk in a salty coat wait wait no ... Like lol just hear me out.

I loved him and now I see I lust him ... How I wanted to make him a husband how I wanted to be his dwelling. Like these double chocolate chip **** was so ready for that horchata you get me like ....but back to the poem

" Lust is like a moth that's dead with beautiful wings"

Been cold but you learn to bring a jacket
Well..who do you wanna be
The guy that don't listen to your enemies ?
Or the one that sits there thinking ...
I don't have no friends.
I've been in the miffle like Humpty Dumpty or a adopted cousin .
Picture perfect would of been assumptions
And I don't think he's even loving his life ...
As I smoke ...I joke to myself

Tell me are you gon judge?
I'm on the bread and the cheese

Honey buzzing back to me
butterfly in my jeans
Woah
Dissolving right in my drink .
I'm at Sonic with theseeee
But tell me are you gon judge !?
If I pick on me ?
Pill popper for weeks

FEELSLIKEDREAMFEELSLIKEMAGIC
OH
    OH
TEMMMUUUUU
SHOPPP LIKE MILLIONAIREEEEE

this song is rent free stuck up in there ........ -_-

LOL

Lil babe be pulling a Uber my super soaker wanna get it right now.
But everytime i touch city you acting greedy like come give me thousand.
Like Jiggy you wouldn't be litty if i didn't make ***** wanna be Bowser!

I just wanna watch chowder
Why acting so childish?

Cause you never been up  C.v. when all ******
Wanna change up the router.
You love me then tell me it's nothing I m acting funny càuse im holding my power.
You think that I talk to my ex, for good *** man that ***** a coward?

In a party He just wanna roll,
Switch the punch with Chambord for the Goat.
Capricorn wanna **** on a cancer.
Like what ...? Let's keep it buck
Yannis is good but Wemby is ruff
If I had to choose then I'ma choosing my love

And I feel like your stuck...
Nobody hurts so long
I didn't mean to do you wrong

You can let me go
You can let me gooo

I'm so lie
Reach inside pocket well .. did you find the time?
Well didn't I show up just for you to be who you won't ?
And I feel like stuck
Nobody ever made me feel like I wasn't ****
Well what if I am ****
Didn't it make you feel better to let it out ....

Nobody home
I've been away
Carry on
A new clean slate
What if I'm wroooooong
Are you okay ?
I know I'm wronnnng
To make you wait.

The nights are loooooong
From outer space
At least your home
The great escape
The grate escape
Spacebar escape
My grey escape

When we don't forgive we become in love with the  old us.
I would of never known you were my..
Novacaine
Like that first time with that someone
And that someone is unforgiveness
Would you still date that?
Or would you watch me walk in crowded place and call me stranger
Whatever dear
Whatever did I do to get the bottom of your barrel?
I was the 24 year old that gave a chance
And being 5 years later I crave to see your face in a one on one type
One on one with big smiles
A little more hair alittle more wishes
A little more years and you might look at me again like
I pulled didn't I ?
S

If I told him I still love you
Aldine was nothing but trouble
But what is worse when you under the highway ?
Your family quickly exile you because your love ran a mile or two.
your lover still wanna cut you from mistakes you did to beguile you
Your ex in love with excuses on why he don't wanna stay
Is this the love I get when you wanna be gay ?

And grndr full of bones
And sniffies full of the decay
I never was fondler of woman so why would I be for one day?

You ask me for dollar I'm asking the world for change
And now I understand the meanimg of wait
Cause if they really love you then theyll be there with flowers on appointed day.
Forgive me for being man of potential weight.
Pick my self back up and remind the LOVERS THERE WILL BE DAY

I can't believe how billionaires are made!
You would of thought working was a case
But as you open up your wallet you see the bloodlines are obtained.
-here is secret
It's only paper until the sweat runs down your brow and the rent has to be paid yet He's only Jesus when you are poor and can't give up that thing you been wrestling with and come to find out
Your more richer then a Boy who sleeps with a boy on the weekend just keep his real estate!
She's only your wife because of the price of fame
I believe it's a illusion because just look how a homeless man comes back to the sammmmeeeeeeeee CORNER AND YOU SAW HIM AND NOT ONCE THINK ...


He's more peaceful then me as I play this current money game they call J.O.B.

I can tell
Wait I can't tell when you are suppose to cry over a break up but it's been a year and let me just say.....




The aimless walking around
The non talks on the phone
The messages I wish I had from you
Can I just say .....


















It hurts a little ( alot)

And Its safe to say I'll eat you better bae
Treat you better bae
I'm just a better ...late-ly
You been missing
Late-ly
It's been white guys with blue eyes
Late-ly
It's just been me in my room
Can I have the ***** skinny guy that's not from the city ?
But all these questions I'm still questioning if it's time to.....umm
Maybe
You're out there
Maybe
It's time to leave the romance seat
Maybe it's time to work and look up only when you are around
Having these
Fantasies
You know there about you
...lately

Idk if in sinking or just slowly caving in  but if I was your friend would you let me please hold our memories like Kylie hold cosmetics?
Like kim found genetics
Like Khloe with her tears
Like  Christian looking in the eyes of his fears... Like what if I get married one day with beautiful Korean woman that only wanted  to hear
I love you and I'll be yours if you be mine for all my wonderful years

I wanna go back but what if it never change?
What if we're scrapping for love in the couches ?
What if that attitude is truly a characteristic of yours .
What if you fail deeper in love and just stopped for one minute to listen and calm down
Like what if it could work ?
Ahh... What if what if...
Every felt like beautiful butterfly with no wings ?
Or exotic car with dust on it
What I'm saying is the potential we had to go further then arguments and missed kisses

Im justJoôn - L.A.F.F.

a...
Yellow converse misfit
Looking better in the cold cause my skin is to thick.
And uhhhmmm
Bow and arrow never made a miss,
Hit your target in my heart  cause I cherished every kiss
Yeaaa


Hook:
Wonder..
Wonder if it's all  said in stone,
Wonder....
Wonder if its all dead and gone

Dead and gone ...

Mmm pick up the phone

Let it be known

Verse 2:
At prauper,
Rollin on bean they **** took my babe to runaway that's legit, Up in Tulsa frappe mocha tinted liquor be tippin.
Grindr singing off siri jiggy I ain't listAbercrombie   floating nicely.
Your secrets wanna bite me
Your momma never liked me
Your sister said they kid  from dirtybay don't take him lightly.
Like why you blushing every single time up in his car ?
iMessage blowing up jiggyjoon  meet me at park !

Woahhh
Mmmmmmm
On my spaceship right back to Mars
Woahhh
Vrooomm
Up in your eyes I see the stars ✨
....

Welcome to my planet !
never leave you stranded
raining on the Camry















momma kinda wishing
Welcome to my space ship
okie just a Camry
Thought it was some candy In love with ******* fiend ....!

Yu say you love me like ******* fiend.

I drop two more just like A ******* fiennnnmnndd

Okie I love you

He keep calling me up !
You wanted all of his love  ?!
I know  forgiveness ain't free .
Slurrin words like my feet
Was worth all the drugs ?
Common ground is a blinking for me ..
He think I'm thinking to much

Love letters and love language is not truely separate for me
I rather you take notice of longevity
But even I can't see sometimes the path I'm ought to be
So honey isn't sugar
And being lovely isn't trying to be correct
Basically what I'm saying is
Gentle,loyal and flowers that's not for the accusation.
Dame .... That's hot .....you got me

Touch my heart kiss my nose I still think of that they know.
Your in love with bad guys guess im him I suppose.
Read my steps not surprise ...
You think I look like my woes
But what about you are you gold ?
I hold  the devil so close

Live life like little legs
Correct me cause I can't
If I isolate the illusion
We would windel like ...
Little legs that lived life today.

I had everyone I ever wanted
My dream guy left me in week and came back in my life and left again.
The right guy had friends and mom that never let me in.
The hottest guy I had turned this skeleton to a buff man....
24 crying about a guy I walked the world for....
Never again
I can't remember when I chose myself
Highly sensitive but who cares for wealth ?
This time we get established first then if they wanna leave
I can do bad all by my self

They say what they gone say,
Oh bae just know your place.
I'm fine I been okay
Something's you cannot change.
Knees down I'm always pray..
And that's just what isssss
I'm on hunnid kidsss
Like every time I'm in
Look at the times we're in
I love the way you love
Just love me
Just love me
Jusssstt

TO BE OR NOT TO BE
LIKE LNE HEADED SNAKE COMING AFTER ME
EVEN THOUGH THEY CANNOT DREAM
I GUESSS WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THINGS YOU THINK
YET IF IT WAS MY POWER
TO BEEE OR NOT TO BE
I WOULD BE !
I WOULD BEEEE...
holding your hand at Galveston Beach.

I wanna ******* .
Yea ....
I wanna penetrate your skin like a tattoo.
Nostrils by nostrils as the kisses soften the atmosphere.
Abercrombie never looked so good until It peeled back for me.
Summoning something
You right I hate bend my neck around the bush
Don't cut it as we smoke I can the shadow to your captain hook.
Did you get all that Mr. Phuc ?

Pendulum swinging you say shooting star.
Did you sign up your son to be something that he is not?
Keep on dragging his feet I just watch the window from far
If I told you the truth
Would you accept our love so far?
Playing tag with me is like playing tag with your heart ...
Isn't it obvious that I loved you from the start ?
Go ahead and get your boyfriend I'll see you by my window tonight .

To end high on a high note,
I'm pinching myself.
This is not usual to let go your breath.
Today is to common
To hope is well
Tomorrow will melt
Tomorrow will melt
.............................................
He's eating himself
Those questions won't help
Open the tales
And read them yourself.
???????????????????????
Your eating yourself.
Tomorrow will melt
Don't care bout who else























Tomorrow will melt