I had everyone I ever wanted
My dream guy left me in week and came back in my life and left again.
The right guy had friends and mom that never let me in.
The hottest guy I had turned this skeleton to a buff man....
24 crying about a guy I walked the world for....
Never again
I can't remember when I chose myself
Highly sensitive but who cares for wealth ?
This time we get established first then if they wanna leave
I can do bad all by my self

They say what they gone say,
Oh bae just know your place.
I'm fine I been okay
Something's you cannot change.
Knees down I'm always pray..
And that's just what isssss
I'm on hunnid kidsss
Like every time I'm in
Look at the times we're in
I love the way you love
Just love me
Just love me
Jusssstt

TO BE OR NOT TO BE
LIKE LNE HEADED SNAKE COMING AFTER ME
EVEN THOUGH THEY CANNOT DREAM
I GUESSS WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THINGS YOU THINK
YET IF IT WAS MY POWER
TO BEEE OR NOT TO BE
I WOULD BE !
I WOULD BEEEE...
holding your hand at Galveston Beach.

I wanna ******* .
Yea ....
I wanna penetrate your skin like a tattoo.
Nostrils by nostrils as the kisses soften the atmosphere.
Abercrombie never looked so good until It peeled back for me.
Summoning something
You right I hate bend my neck around the bush
Don't cut it as we smoke I can the shadow to your captain hook.
Did you get all that Mr. Phuc ?

Pendulum swinging you say shooting star.
Did you sign up your son to be something that he is not?
Keep on dragging his feet I just watch the window from far
If I told you the truth
Would you accept our love so far?
Playing tag with me is like playing tag with your heart ...
Isn't it obvious that I loved you from the start ?
Go ahead and get your boyfriend I'll see you by my window tonight .

To end high on a high note,
I'm pinching myself.
This is not usual to let go your breath.
Today is to common
To hope is well
Tomorrow will melt
Tomorrow will melt
.............................................
He's eating himself
Those questions won't help
Open the tales
And read them yourself.
???????????????????????
Your eating yourself.
Tomorrow will melt
Don't care bout who else























Tomorrow will melt

My conscience maybe to far
I tried the shots at the bar
But something just feeling off
Have you ever just looked up?

Roses are red and umm..
Heard you said
You said you love me but don't take it to the heaaaaad
You drink a lot somuchmywordsjustalwaysstiiiicccckkkk
I'll be there
If you heeeeeiiirr
I'll be there and ummm
If youre there

Undermining I'm underlining the hype of symbols, picture perfect but isn't worth the spoken worded disgusting prequel. Arnt you a doctor? Or colly flower to my meadow peaking...???
Roses gushing but something still ain't budding......

Well if it's a kiss you want  how about you get closer
And if it's hand you were wondering for ...
I wonder if you waved my way I would surf the mood
To rade
To blue
Two up
Well ... Are you down ?
Down.. to come thru and just sit in your car until you come in and we start cuddling..?

Don't throw no stones
I'll build a place
Oh , I've been home
My outer space
The stars they ruuuunnnn, Like they don't think.
Oh am I wronnnng , Too make you wait ?

My gun on safety. ( run)
Your love can't tame me. (Gone)
Oh I'm not landing...
No, I'm not coming...
The least you know,
At least you do not trust me!
Cause If I fold,
At least I told you something !


(Fast pace)
...thought that you love me but notice I'm frontin cause I do not trust you.
Finding it ugly to think that I'm screaming "no one is above you".
I lost my brother , my mother and father and somebody said that his issue .
I put on  Zara and xannies and kisses like make-up okay that's my issues.
Somebody said that they miss you
All of these motions they bleed thru
Okay Ill tell you I miss you
Okay Ill tell you I miss you
Okay Ill tell you I miss you okay okay okay

Do you ever think about me when I'm not around .

Du U eva 🧠 bout me wen I'm not around ?


....
Do you ever think about me when I'm not



Around ..

Too much thought that comes in like sizzling 🥓 bacon
Can't you smell the fragrance ?
🥺
Dna strands getting entangled like the Disney princess
👑
...I wish I was princess right now
👁️👄👁️

Point blank range
And if I'm in the way let me get myself in place
At least I got these keys this time make it out okay

Under the rainbow
My love just fell asleep
I kiss it before it dreams

I take the crown of *****
You are now the king of queens
The king of the queeeeeennnns


As I look below
I'm just another soul
Who fell like snow.

If you could let me go...
Where would I roam ?
Ill run til gold... !

What they thought was drones
It fell like snow
My wife OH NOOOO!

Pre roll and it's covered cheese!
Broken promise I took me piece
Would you give all your loving to me
Would you give all your loving to ....

Do you judge I got things my pocket,
Held me down like new purple locket

My soul.
Is earth
My spirit is space
And my flesh is you
If I had one day to be part of your world... What would you show me ?

Every bone in my body says it's you
But the flesh is so weak like Campbell's soup
Yet its better then drinking oil from car battery
.....you know some drink coke but I wish to dive memories to.

When will you wake me up from the dream I choose?
When I wake up from this I hope it's pure like water that comes from ......you

My son,
I don't know you yet but take care of your seed
Never drop it another man's tea.
Even though some wants coffee in the morning
And others wanna hide what they bleed
There is one that's more crafty, craftier than a woman picking from a tree.
Yet, trust your gut ....
Your spirit will tell you for he is the father of our whole existence.

Daughter,
Don't believe that you are the the most prettiest of the leaves.
Remind your self if they taught men how to take care of baby then a woman would be nothing but self esteem.
YOU ARE THE LIKENESS THE BORE A GOD IN A GENE
Never eat pride for the son you have is already equipped for dreams
All you are and is all who all is to be.
Lie is lie
Truth is truth
And you will be who you are meant to be.

Praise the Lord oh my soul and all that is within me,
For I've seen the offspring of my sister's
And there sons and what they are meant to be
Mother's warm kiss softer then angle wings
Dads soda cans tougher then the skin of what he used.



I am son of a song .
Oh Lord I hope I sing fine tune with you given me

Make a big mess and look again you cleaned it up...look a third time now you are the mess...
It's time soon forgiveness no matter how hard it is and stop eating your past the only thing you will taste is guilt and regret.
Have you ever seen a plastic bag float ?
Have you ever heard the shoes of a goat ?
See ..
Even if you rhymed
It wouldn't make sense at the end .
So
Breath

I believe I met my peak
Shoulders carved in mercy even though my knees are weak
Yet you are made strong my First Love.
I can tell you call me up here
I can hear your voice through the fog
When los angels is on fire...
My heart venting to the precious heart that's up above
I thank you for brother
I thank you for creating the other ones ...
Yet if you asked your son what did he want .
It would be you ....
Just.....
You in a Garden where we once was

1+1=2×me÷you=eyemissyou
Yet if Steve has 3 kids which 1 was thinking of you?

A. The boy who loved unconditionally...

B. The man who remembers everything

C. The kid who ponders the thoughts never aimlessly

D. The imperfect male that humbles himself when he is wrong

Every money is not good money like every broom is not Bewitched. Yet I stand in agreement to clean the bottom of my feet and create a white Pickett fence. Even my periods behind my sentences has to end with a "Darling I love you evening kiss"...
Why ... You ask... Because certain men don't like saying goodbye and other woman like to freeload love like they were the ones that gave all of themselves with no risk. And l saw it on written on his walls.

" Mene
Mene
Tekel
Parson. "

You know what maybe I'm delusional
Like why do I even bother?
It's like why do I got these feelings when your not bothered
3 am laying thinking about the father....
I meant the farther things
Like my ex pulling up just to give me kiss
Or the guy who played with me just wave his little wrist
Are men the problem ?
Have I met the one who can solve it
....yet
Is it me
Am I the one that needs to love himself?
On **** search romance
And ...and...and this stupid bromance
Like hug me someone !
Or maybe that's my problem
I need a hug from my own self

I gotta halo inside of my pocket that light up a mansion,
I gotta hundred more looking like rambo popping up random.
In love with Beretta
.380 a set-up she think I'm cancer
I'm not dancer
Snap on the light like I'm Jackson

Booyah
Her words are smooth
Booyah
His chains are cool
Oooyaa
I played the fool
Booyah
He played the flute

Cigarette ash hits the pavement,
Lifeless and caved in
Bullet wounds soaked the kitchen like the angels.
Yet I found his keys
And his closet full of dior and belt buckles of Triple B's
As I wrapped myself in polyester ....
The smell of shells and ***** fluid in the streams
I took a shower in golden marble decrees

Booyah
Aventador Lamborghini..
Booyah
******* in the middle fees
Ooyah..
Sirens getting closer
Ooyah...
The garage has trap door that leads to his beautiful park where I found my wings

I can't and help but close that ....
If these are the last days ...
My brother I didn't set you right
My sister I left you in the fight
I created a reverse world and now I don't know what is left nor right
I sit on the top of my mountain like a eagle that flys and yet....
All I can think of is the light that's bright.
Israel suffering
My homeland is calling me back tonight
I close my eyes and I enter the fight.
Don't leave nothing you were born with !
Everything else ....it will be alright
My lover if you hear me ...
This one for the books because I hope to the Lord
You brought your lamp tonight .

He's crafty
He's cunning
In a datable app here lies the young man that wondering ....
Texted me on how things got bigger
Mom not home so he wanted me to make things much wider
The heart that I had
To call you twisted the fall so I can hit my head with wonder ....
Yet the integrity will protect what innocents they try to take
Confusing jester
Yet our heads are ******* on straight
I finally understood your plot
This guilt never seen too much rot

It ain't fun if I don't get my lick back,
Please do not chit chat or you can get laced like a plug.
Tell your new boy that I'm with that
Raybans be tinted,  94' civic of couurrrrrseeee!

ZARA FINE LINING YOU NOTICE ME YEA?!

DIAMONDS SINGING ON ME LIKE THEY JODECI YEAAAA!!

it to much to say can't you beg,
Get on your knees or come taste all my lead,
Or you can bounce like a bad paper check.
I'm in the H what you wanna do....babe...
I flip a taxi then hop in mer...cedezzz

And my mom said that I jump the gun
Now there is a hole in the universe...

I can see the first amendment going in flames.
Bottle of emotions struck a rock....earthly things
Soon they'll call me alien because i drop rings
Empty broken promises I left him for change
Even the lint inside my pocket said "there's no need to faint".
My past looking in the eyes of a perfect hurricane.
Nights like this I wanna braceface give me face ....
I'm talking about kisses and inappropriate things .
Odd I rather fall asleep
Odd I rather let her sing
If I turn back then Lot's wife truly died in vain....

My sister think Its easy because she got my dad paycheck,
He holds his change and aspects from me like chains and paybacks
I wondered why the late text, it's funny how they say that .....
Get blamed for all mayhem
My mom she placed in Maybach
I placed her over ajax and now I seen the face that I seen on my grandmother's grace cause....
It's mother's rebuke that breaks me
It's father's words that made him
And now that I'm 30 still at home I placed everybody feelings over mine
I placed the dreams the middle child alike
My oldest sister dines when I got nothing mine.
I sit in my cell my room my beak my jail my grace my mercy sing my tears don't hit the scene yet I know everybody dream I am the last of these ...soon they be dead and gone ill be the last of these.
So ...
Today I'll choose myself, my opportunity wealth my peace my newly belt my boundaries and myself I give a prayer here I'll let my presence be the grace and mercy that I felt , who cares about the rest who cares how I make my bed . Today I choose my dream today I let it sing even if I bump head I thank the Lord of above for loving me.

Have you ever thought of your future?
Being a Dad or becoming lex Luther ?
The anti hero waring again in your modula...
Like looking at your Dad and God is like let's just thank one for the tutor and the other for the times that he could came sooner.
If you are not scared of  dying then you never lived,
Sometimes I believe I have screws that need tightening in my head ....
ADHD KID STRAIGHT TO ADDICT AND SOBER LIVING WITH SOME GEMS...
Like a game name Sims

I use to be controlling cause I didn't wanna fail.
I'm sensitive but only to things you say at the beginning
I'm not prideful  I just don't care for quantity
The less the more all introverts will sponsor me
I play every sport to keep my hands *****
The cleanness I been was my first boyfriend, in his phone every night ....you can say I was cloud surfing
I did love you with all my heart.
I fix things in the back my mind even when it already fell apart.
Not a lot of time so I'm spontaneous
If you asked do I smoke no
...I'm narccadian .

So what is you saying ya
Like who are you playing with ya ?
Like bAbe I'm just man yaaaaaaaaaa

Who do you think that I'm bout to do
The end has never been plentiful
But babe humble we gotta move
Humble beginnings is better though
Pride is the answer you hate to lose yaaaaaaa

You said .....too much.
My secrets love you
But I might be cracking under the weight.
Like what if I found white boy that loves me
Like what if
He said .....I'm too much

Are you free on weekend ?
Could we get donuts in the morning with pajamas sometimes ?
Is there another time that we could like fall for each other ?
COULD I RIDE YOUR BIKE ?
Kiss your cheek
See you shower
Be weird with you
Smoke you know search your mind
Taste
Feel
Hear
Hear you say my name in the morning to wake me up for work ?


Dame ..

All these questions and you are the answer to all

I'm not a freak
Well my third leg is the office with tea.
Come and choke on this 30inch TV
And I know you wanna kiss all my ways
Like...

I comr from a era where it wasn't popular to be a black head banger.
My sister skinny jeans with my friends v-neck sweater
I can't believe 30 came!
Now I am saying to the 24 year old inside of me
Well at least you were brave ...
Because truth be told
Knowledge says not a same thing change
But wisdom speaks clear like





" This has to be THE LORD most high

I don't know  if it's ....
Idk if its good that you find me
Lose control but I'm better off counting
Lose to home in this square circles would doubt me
I don't know if I'm correcting the analogy.

One in the fire
But I can hardly speak
It's like you hate desire
And I know they won't get it but sometimes I hate to feel the pain of me begging for me

Are you happy ?
Are you happy with them?
Are you happy to see me ?
Even though you be ducking like the old game on Nintendo...
Are you happy with that guy you lose ?
Are you happy with the girl you lost ?
If you was then wouldn't you be right next to me if you was ....
I know I would

This toast for the woman that were waiting for the fall and
This one for the ones that never gave up what you lose and
Hope he crack the ceiling Like someone forgot there keys
I'm the one thats crying out like the chidlren overseas fighting tears with only means and the father thats been displeased ...finally got the chancw to grieve like God!
Forgive us for leaving you .... Father please
Take my hand take my spirit from a place where my heart is so ever deceased

You know what the best thought I have in my head right now ..?

I wonder if Jesus knows who I am

There something lurking in the guddar of my mine.
There he is with pajamas on playing with friends ...
There's this thing I do where I wonder so much it turns to a whole love story ...like for instance....

" He can be your nephew for hope  sake"!
Like bunny rabbit drinking water from a river...
Whatever the hell is cute right now ehh let me stop .... Looking

And the fear I fail you in the end.
Isn't it something that I can be scared of the simple letters.
But is it sin to be infected but human nature ?

Forgiven the pass these tears hugging laughs
Sipping I was tripping I was falling under grad
Use to be the clown I threw the nose in the trash
Redemption for average
Simply drinking taxes
Thinking what went wrong but it was the villian in the glass
So watch how you  treat the ones with the problem under fashion
Seeking all the truth will leave a sinner living lavish
Thank God for the bad
Thank the Lord for the trash
I thank you Jesus for dirt
Only seeds will hear the verses

Man this single life fun!
Eaten bread and cheese
Never thinking to sweeeeet
Take a dose maybe three
Suger coded disease
It's not hard to see
I'm caving in me
Ain't this fun

Joôn - For what it's worth.

How does it feel ..
..Feel to be human ...?

You know the deal..
Sometimes you'll lose themmm! (Sometimes you'll lose them )
Sometimes you'll lose  !
Well the flowers will bloom
- And you are all my fantasy
- this is not like you  WAKE UP!
This-this is not like yoU wake uuuuooooopp
-  paint a different picture, one that's clearer, you decideeeee!,
System overload,
The captain waves his men good byeee