Seeing my future
From a sickness with no cure
Either laying in bed unable to move
Or will it **** me I have no clue
For now I try to hide the pain
From friends and family everyday
When will it take me
This is the part I am unable to see

Written by
Michael Matthews

With this my last day
I have to take time to say
To all my family and friends
I wish to reach out and make amends
I am sorry for those I have wronged
And for that I am going where I belong
I will rest forever in the darkness
Thank you all for your kindness
I just ask for you not to cry
With that I say goodbye

Written by
Michael Matthews

I have lived my life hiding
Hiding my feelings deep inside
So insecure of showing my feelings
You came along and walked by my side
Brought out those feelings from my heart
Could you be who I was looking for
Had me loving you from the start
To this day you had me loving like never before
Giving you my everything
I treated you like a queen
And I became your king
Nothing could come between
Our love have made us one
Never to be apart
Together forever under the sun
Never again will we hurt

Written by
Michael Matthews

What a night to say goodbye
As I lay my body down to die
I reach my hands toward heaven
Tonight I release all my demons
All the dark things I have done
Things done in the name of fun
They may have come to have their cost
My soul could be many times lost
Begging for my forgiveness as I fall
My screams northing more than demons call
The darkness rises from the ground
For hell is where I am bound
The darkness rises and starts to transform
This darkness is where evil is born

Written by
Michael Matthews

I want to leave this world tomorrow
I leave this world without a single sorrow
I have taught my kids how to respect everyone
Tomorrow my body's healing will have begun
This terrible pain I deal with everyday
Will finally begin to fade
I will be able to walk without the pain
Be able to sleep again
Do not shed a tear for me
For tomorrow I will be free

Michael Matthews

Pain and suffering beg me to follow
But I refuse to wallow
Every day I brace for what is to come
The torture of just moving from room to room
I hide the true depth of my pain
Every day my tears fall like rain
In privacy of my room
I cry as the new morning looms
Wishing I didn't have to lie
To put on a smile and hide
If people only knew how hard it is to live
So many people truely do not believe
They say I am faking it that I not look hurt
I really want to know do they have the heart
To face this everyday just to be with family
Or would they give their life to thee

Written by
Michael Matthews

Death and famine is all I see
Their souls blindly follow me
I am their god I am their death
They become mine with their last breath
The bodies are around for a short time
Their souls powers will eternally be mine
Those people that lie, cheat and steal
Those that god can't heal
Fire and brimstone will be all they know
As the saying goes reap what you sow
The come to me in hordes
Sometimes just as many as the lords
With that you know my name again
The one you know me as is SATAN

Written by
Michael Matthews