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Tint Jul 2019
but then
my sudden fantasies are myths
in horror and in blink of a mare
knowing one day I'll wake up
and it's real
that you will leave me
to love somebody else

as early as now
I'm mending this heartbreak
with a silent wish at heart
that you might stay
that forever do exist
in this lifetime
and that you will love me real
till our time fades
Tint Jul 2019
I have gone through many changes
In the past and in the nights
Many spark in eye of a stranger
I saw my time in duller dime

The time when I was still an angel
Where I can laugh, a little mice
And people liked me for many reasons
And they asked of me of what I want

Now, I am just a little  vicious
I hurt and lie to all the right
The sun shone a different shade and
The night gave life to my demise

I still loved the scent of my demons
And learned that life is a surprise
Everyday I am just the same girl
But is different to your made mind

Do not forget the smile I treasured
And love me still when I'm long gone
Till then I'll make my silly rhymes and
It is of you I'll think about
Tint Jul 2019
Stabilize me
they think I'm going crazy

Who?
the people
who are they

The shadows in the light
you'll see them spark alight
and they whisper
Oh they do
in many crowds of one

Hahahahahaha
Stabilize me
my mind is way beyond
Tint Jul 2019
Withering sounded fancy
Till my brain is what it is
Leaving is romaticizing
Till I hold my breathe to stay

Black was deemed so marvelous
Till I want some colored spray
When my clouds are never lighter
and my thoughts are loudly chained

I was never the good person
and I am not worth to keep
It always feel so strongly
how I'm so easy to replace
Tint Jul 2019
A metal bar
bullets rang
blackout
,
blood

deficits on me
Tint Jul 2019
My coffee candy was melting
as I wait in a wooden swing
the green grass of this meadow
outnumbered blue skies in my days

Birds started humming
my eyes closed to take it in
I breathed a heavy feeling
opened my eyes, sinned and grieved

Then you are there
standing, waiting
telling me it will be safe
stretching your hand
you are my calling

The only sanity
that I have left
3rd of the 7th
Tint Jul 2019
I do not ask, you see
I'm fine with the small things
I do not cry, you see
Even if
it weakens my strengths
I would not demand, you see
because I know
I'm not worth it

but I hurt too
I hope you see
I feel it
when you hate me
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