You are the dream of my life
The happiness of my heart,
I would forget myself
But I'll never leave you alone,
You're the feelings of my mind
And blessings to me from God.

I am a friend of your sadness
And a bird of your happiness
I sing of your dream song
And always will sing for you,
You are the dream of my life
The happiness of my heart.

You are the river of love
And I am your shore
I will play with blue water
And will do some more,
You are the dream of my life
The happiness of my heart.

You're the new days of my spring
I need your touch to smell pretty
I'll be green with your sweet love
I will never die and love you forever
You are the dream of my life
The happiness of my heart.

I will face all of your hurts
If you give me happy smiles
Sweetheart, make me promise
'You will never leave me alone'

I love you
but only in part
I'm a rational woman
not blindly following my heart--

we promised to speak the truth
from that I would not walk apart
let's look at our relationship in
recent years
it was not as agreeable as that of our start.

I'm done fighting
I'm done trying
Im done with bruises
Im done with excuses
Im done with lies
Im done drying my eyes
Im done with the pain
Im done with you controlling my brain
Im done having hope
Im done with you and your dope
Im done with your drunken rage
Im done feeling like Im trapped in a cage
Im done with you playing victim
Im done being your victim
Im done being weak
Im done with you making me feel meek
Im done trying to convince you
Im done being abused by you
Im done being stepped on
Im done thinking your the one
Im done trying to get you to talk to your son
Im done giving you chances
Im done with second glances
Im done with you
Im just done noone to blame but you

Running towards goal,
Is like tickling your soul,
No one literally knows your role
So
Don't be a fool
Better do your role.

Everyone has their own mask
And they never unmask
Until you pester and ask
Better go ahead
With your own task
Without wearing a mask.

There is always a stepping stone
So, don't stop to mourn
List of the succeeded people were known
So,
Don't forget
Your goal is what you own
Climb the stairs
To take your chair
Then you can share
All the dares.

Running towards goal
Is like tickling your soul
No one literally knows your role
So,
You should know to fetch your goal.

Dated: 24.7.2017

When I see your face
as we go from place to place
my heart beats faster
my knees get weak
My stomach hurts
I can hardly breath
My heart pounding
My body shaking
Pull me closer
Im yours for the taking
Kiss my lips
Grab my hips
Hold me tightly
Undress me slightly
Heavy breathing
Just what Im needing
You are the fuel to my fire
You are my hearts desire
You are the song in my heart
Even when we are far apart
You make me feel like me
You make me feel free
Maybe its meant to be