You're so sweet
The first time

So nice
and Cute

I hope you like my letters

"You make my heart skip"

But reality hits me
You've left me a bitter taste
You're so far away
I see the burnt letters
"You make my heart ache with pain"

S/He/It
SHeIt
Sheit
****
It happens.

You don't know me.

You don't know how much I want to slice my skin.

You don't know this type of adrenaline.

I want to take a knife my skin and have no mercy.

I want to see blood run I want to see gory.

It's a terrible sickness that I have kept at bay.

But today, right now.

I want to drag a blade against my flesh.

Forgive me though,

because I live life in PG.

And I won't do that to you and I won't do that to me.

Good riddance.