I still have you on the retina of my eyes
Hazel- brownish chuckle-headed features
Jolly grace showering from your bonny plight
And your perfect physique and stature
Your cheerful character is still on my dreary sheets of life
You somehow jeers my attention
With wonders of divine
A role- model of pure affection
Hub of the anonymous pleasure
You're still on the retina of my eyes
On the dreary sheets of my life..

Was it a devastated scene of road rage
Or an undesired timber of babbles
Most probably a peculiar creature with vast appendages
Yeah May be ghostly cracks of unexpected tremors
Oh! Miraculously the glass sheet shattered itself
Naah Noo Mum it might be torrent action
Creature, miracle, road rage??
Gonna fool me
Shut up and Get outta right now
No need to please..too late to say sorry..

Framing a quaint perspective
Pertaining metaphorical abased character
Shoulders of ridiculous initiatives
******* the pleasure of the sweetest nectar
Evaluating by rough deformities
Framing a quaint perspective
With dignity of formalities and amenities
Portraying ****** sketches of victims
Sufferer in the mouth of cannon
Soul in deep dark abaddon...

Mountaineering the heights of drooling desires
Refreshing the buried hopes of accomplishments
Tapping pollutants from the waterfall of satire
Unveiling the boundless commitments
Rejoicing the deserts with the blossom of roses
Seeking perpetual stories from veins
Bearing the stubborn parasitic lichens and mosses
Flourishing in the heart's darkest dens
Oh! The venom won't engulf
The companionship with venom engulf
And the continuous sparking will eventually become dull..

I request my soul to kindly erase all the curiosity and sit down comfortably
With a cup of chocolate drink
And cream topped over preferably
I request my heart to give up the vain desires and to become a devoted pious
And fill the excited colours to my life's sapphire
I request my muscles to have a great fun or outing with family
Cause outing with friends is a daily habit
I request my mind to spend some good time with Mama cause it's rare
But I can't
They all are controlling me
And I'm the one dancing with their appeals..

Drafting gallant resolutions
Promising with a winner's spirit
Waking up the hoarded ammunition
Ginger like curiosity to fulfil
Hearing the voices of mind
And not you disfigured heart
I'll test my kind
Not to loose out them apart
Days pass by
With instantaneous speed
Resolutions losing lusture
With shady deeds..

Smelling the purest aroma of delight
Particles are rushing narrowly
Delivering by the nature's sight
Lungs are shooking  badly
Intentions owning actions
Actions gearing imperfections
Imperfections bearing confessions
Leading to frustration
Tasting the hues of petals
Delivering ***** letters
Consequences of fair deeds
Fruiting security of the hardest shell
Experiences of the aroma of delight
Just with paper and a pen..

The unbreakable knots of our hearts
Gripped and darted even tougher
Series of imprints of dark dirt
Can't dare to veil our laughter
Impacts of madness has been milder
Devils have got their mysterious fear
Fairies are flirting recklessly
Adoration is ambitiously glistening
The unbreakable knots of our relationships
Crossing the line of general prosperity..

Hey I'm sorry but I still don't get it
It's all ramshackle buried in pits
You teared yourself or me
Is it a nightmare or a daydream?
Caught in a frenzy of self- esteem
Half of my soul is devoted to you
Is it a stolen lie or a bitter truth?
That doesn't mean that I give up
Cause giving up isn't in my nerve
May be you're thinking me crooked
Yeah I am .... infact a coward too
Deriving formulae of broken bonds
Spilling thoughts ins and then outs
Isn't  affordable and is too expensive
Still paying for your gratitude has been my uncanny habit..

A thorn dressed like a rose
Hate dressed like devoted love
Grave grin in a well- wished pose
Rigging in the name of trust
Stepping miles away from promises
Into ghostly nightmares
Opting deadly choice among ill nominees
Still ill- fated fake cheers
Frozen in the roughness of wounds and pain
Melting with the warmth of aggression
Who committed those highlighted mistakes
I'm the victim of my fate
This is the clear conclusion..

The drooling curiosity of fragile sensation
Drugs, alcohol, insomnia, depression
Drowned in the smoke of shame and insult
Driving the joy of fun and fashion
Submerged under the cruelty of unknown cult
With carnivorous companions
A kind and wise request
Please purify your mind
With the tears of joy and fresh scent
To drain out all the memories of repent..

Battle of raged thoughts and faded experiences
Multiple choices and multiple answers
Confusion becomes repenting grievances
Is the answer really enough?
Pulling bucket from the deepness of well
Slowly, steadily, patience
Hey! Time Over!
Grabbing with haste disturbance
Oh students, you've done that! How can you?
And then the level of questions tripled
And we find one's ratio
However hard you try, You won't gain
Leaving helpless and hopeless..

You don't feel awkward
Noo..Cause you're with daily struggle
A deal with sarcasms
A deal with challenges and troubles
We're in our relaxed comfort zone
But you're in a cage of expectations
We're foolish...insane
But you have crossed all our imaginations
We're **** sure of impossibility
You turn them into reality
You opt the worst
To be the best
Your precious life requires no entertainment
It's itself an emotional drama of arrival and departure
You don't require exciting enjoyment
You have made it a true adventure..

The perforated sheets of emotions
Are pouring your fresh tears
Into my hollow heart
Memories are faded, as it appears
Your tears then illuminate the brightest glow
Of my lustrous lighted heart
With wild shabby thorns
I cry, as they hurt
And now my tears are moulding with your garnets
With the hardness of diamonds
I have already got my companion
Cause I have made myself a hard still brittle peanut..

Revelations of unsaid mysteries
Rumours of fake illusioned stories
Residing between physique and spirituality
On the bridge of divine
With pillars of warmed support
For a ride to the heaven of guilt and confessions
For all the perdition of crimes and treasons
Now in a beautiful yet cursed nature of guilt's heaven
The demands of prosperity
Livelihood, shelter, charity
Love, Bliss and dignity
Are now in a dreadful natural calamity
All I have are the bare hands
Seeking for spirituality..

The devoted scent of relationships
And the unconditional love beyond compare
Hand-in hand in harsh hardships
Trusted promises not to set tears
Hearts enlightened by lush greenery
With the blossom of the sweetest flowers
And then the fragrance embellish the saddened sighs
With the love and benedictions shower
With sometimes the bitterness of weeds
But you both have already sprinkled pesticides
And as I watch day by day
These pesticides turning into mild perfumes
With again the victory of good over evil...

Cheers!! Congratulations! Kudos!!
The shining star of the darkest souls
The twinkling of your beauty
As glittering as gold
Astonished by your drizzling attitude
I'm mutton-headed and crooked
Yet I'm now gazing wildly at our perfect chemistry
Treasuring your memories of affinity
I'm proud ..I'm really proud
Have you as my best friend
I'm missing you badly..

Precipitating the crisis of one's barren tract
Curing the audacious ailments of one's suspicions
Adoring the starvation to a luminous beauty
Unseen by all but yet deserved for posterity
Scarcity can sometimes round the destiny
Quenching the thirst never relieved
Unrecognized by all but yet a true model of admiration and dignity..

"Hey! Wanna be a beggar
Or do something incredible
Thousands are fighting
Do you have something special?
Set your goals and targets
Hit them one by one
Don't let turn your defeats to regrets"
I lectured my brother
He listened with such curiosity
That I've not ever seen
Even in his most difficult times
"Now go and read something
With the best dedication ever
Settle down there"
He sat and still stunned
I smiled and got busy in my work
After 21 seconds..I leaned secretly to watch
He was just drawing 3 tetrapods in a circle
With his books wanting readers
What about my stunning inspirational speech of one hour?

Bullying and ragging
Teasing and taunts
In spite of your spying
Of  cameras and guards
Our fake security
And a blast of vulnerability
I know, you all had just accomplished your duties
With long syllabus and revision tests
We're not seeking inspiration
You just bind us in the shackled cage of calculations
We've already lost all our imagination
Imparting the valuable knowledge isn't enough
It's we who suffer
Under the piles of rules and regulations
That harsh incident reminded you of our security
Now you're waiting for another incident
To modernise all facilities
Still I bow in respect
To your every thoughts and teachings
Is it my weakness or some kind of gallantry?

The annoying betrayal
As my stubborn acquaintance
Your cautious reminders and care
And my cursed reluctance
Super-intensity of your thoughts and actions
With a perfect paste of affection
Ignorance has bliss
Acknowledgement is the aspiration
And my infinite warm blessings
Cause my reluctance makes you willin'
My ends are your beginnings
And now
My once stubborn acquaintance
With infinite and warm blessin's
I'm now really willin'
You're also willin'
Let's blossom our fresh beginnin'
Of an anonymous relationship..

Coiled with the arteries of the darkest hardships
With the cowardly deformed antibodies
Don't jus' move on with elegant potential
Little you know to perform and function
Rest and relax, may be swinging with someone's lap
Cheer, Just Chill, Stress? Oh! Nil
Shedding tears is my awaited ambition
"Am I so decent and naive" I asked
Decent!!!My foot ..Where you have been?
Shut up and stop this ****** ****
Get out right now..

Stubborn choices aren't his naive necessities
Deformities aren't the monstrous diseases
Desires aren't the desirous ambitions
Love isn't always the inspired dedication
His fear and tears are not my calamity
His happiness and laughter are not always in shaped reality
Inability is sometimes sincere simplicity
Expectations become curse and liability
Life seems a vast journey
Cause he's not sure of difficulties
He's in an arid scarcity
Of time and patience
In this striking rush
He's in a great haste..

My progenitor of curiousity
My prophecy of endured awakening
Gives me serious *******
Of doubts and clearings
Oh! I wish I'd break your call
Your advice yells my mind
Driving the bitter truths with your soul
Those attacks would be reality
Those advice would be precautions
Sacrificing the very reputed dignity
To your free and fair auction
I must confess
With forgiveness and apologies
My progenitor of deep memories
My prophecy of soul awakening
Let me geer up with your summoning...

Your need of the hour
Is a heroic saviour
You're strictly baffled
Of your trash prayers
The world will soon awake
The shillin' will prosper your fate
But, Is this what you really want?
Being a millionaire from a shabby slum-dweller
Or just food, clothing and shelter?
Haven't you decided yet?
It'll matter your principles
It won't matter your bare disciples
Waitin' for your response
Think over it...plz...

Puffed souls with vain gallantry
Puffed minds with vain wisdom
Let them crack their sentimental sarcasms
Let them giggle at their own astounding laughs
Discover their bitter truth of forgiveness
Let them mould in and around mess
Till they corporate themselves with sighs of apologies
Till they make themselves ambitiously exotic..

ओ मानव , तू शूरवीर नहीं
तू तो परमार्थ का ढोंग मंचन
तू कल्याणकारी नहीं
क्रूरता का बुज़दिल उदाहरण
तू तो वह विद्रोहमयी ज्वाला
जो भूल सा गया हैं मानव परिभाषा
कभी स्वयं से तूने हैं पूछा
की क्या जि़न्दगी का तात्पर्य महज जीना
या फिर सफलता-असफलता?
क्या तूने कभी खुले नेत्रों से देखा
इस धरा की नैसर्गिक सुंदरता
जिन्दगी कृत्रिमता नहीं
मोह-माया भी नहीं
यह तो स्वर्ग का दूसरा नाम हैं।

She doesn't knew it
For every ladder she seek
Venom snakes are straightened
For her sincerity to mistreat
For her assurity to mislead
She doesn't knew it
The masks of the hypocrisy evil
The instant of their reckless arrival
Her boosting confidence is now an expected trivial
But she knew it
How to deal the callous miseries
Still she's in need of a referee ...

The crimson velvet beauty sparks
Of the embroidered vast sky
The humming and muzzling callous barks
And the beautiful alerted glittering spies
Under the high canopy
The darkest shade showcases a true story
Story lacking tragedies
Story bearing mysteries
The anonymous heaven of devoted species
Out of accessibility
Away from the maddening world of technology
Where desires are the curse
Where humility is a practice
These bright souls roam
In their own heaven
Of self-sufficiency...

The swift fumes burst away
The darkest and ghostly soot
With glittering rays of sunshine
And an overwhelming tribute
A kind tribute to all those who suffered
A disgraceful tribute to all those too who let them suffer
Hearts squeezed on with harsh casualties
With rivers of devotion and tears
And invulnerable and hopeless prayers
For the morality and peace..
Solace and Peace..

All my stubborn perditions
Are our concluded accord
You're the devil dominant
I'm your enslaved soul
I'm just your playing product
Still I can't do nothing
Those indirect consequences
Of my oppressive rebellion
Can't wash away from the rash
Floating In your every cursed direction
Has became a god- gift
Cause I've made my life just to experience your sins

Your dazzling desires are my crooked pastime
Your frantic benedictions are my graceful stand
Your attractive beauty lays no doubts
Blindly following you has been my topmost trend
I'm a free bird
You're wild and frail
Still I admire you, as always
Balance myself with your short-tempered traits
Cause I've not any other option left...

You smiled
You were not happy,
I can see through your blushed eyes
Still you smiled
Neither willingly
Nor reluctantly
Just to show others
That you're happy
Just to give an invisible impression
Of your fake satisfaction
The reality is in contrary
To what you're posing outside
Then what's the use of this artificial grin
If it's forcibly embellishing
Your bony beauty
Why in the name of God
You can't be what you really are
Which you should
That you must
I won't hurt you again,I won't..

The striking joy  bound shots
Of the partial challenging life
And the natural ins and outs
Regulates and balances human tribe
The most cheerful moments
Apart from dreary darkness
Gonna happen in astonished absence
This what shapes complains
Wish I could be there too
Wish the world creeps on
Slowly and even slowly
And Yeah, If this'll matter
And somewhat commence
Then only in our worthy absence...

It's not my juvilant benevalence
To gift you joyfully
The one closest to my mind
It's my brutal sacrifice
To test my kind
It's not my humble request
To be a graceful partner
It's my harsh discouragement
To be your part and parcel
What you think isn't what I believe
What you believe is actually what I think
Which is why I don't think what you blindly believe
Cause I'm a ladder amidst..

My heart is a bank
Of your treasury
You're the fauna
Of heart's biodiversity
The stars crept into Windows
The Moon started shying
The valleys got their lost chaos
Reluctantly or otherwise
Wish you the greatest years ahead
And the Happiest and Blessed Birthday
Yeah...As usual... belated...

Can't you see?
The fog and mist
The smog and soot
The ashes and the lava
Can't you  smell ?
The essence of poison
Yeah.. The fragrance of holy blood
The sufferings of the world
Can't you taste ?
The purity of devotion
The charity of donation
Life's every aspect and notion
Can't you sense?
The injustices against innocence
The crimes against humanity
Why're you playing dumb all the time?
I know,  your evolution was fake
You're still dumbstrucked?
Why don't you raise your voice
In this reign of evil
Where you have not any other choice

I now know
Why you rushed me
In that contagious overcrowded street
In those dark blocks
I starved because I'as not so brave and bold
My wounds were the only symptoms and signs
Of my still anonymous disease
I'as vigilant of your ill-tempered laugh
I was the bird caught in your chaff
And as I flapped my wings
You lashed them, you wild beast
Yet you're not begging now
I'm the one begging
Not because I'm a coward
But because I've made myself selfish now.

I've made my promises
My commitments
I've made my sorrows
A wounded guilt
I've made my ignorance
A delighted disgrace
My deep valley of emotions
Crying for travellers
Nothing to spare
For my wicked soul
Nothing glittering
In my heart of gold..

Bully! Look Stars are creeping with dotted veils
The Moon is hopping like waves of amusment
The clouds have forgotten their destination
The butterflies are adoring the fields
After their confinement
Pearls are embellishing the beautiful petunias
Green-blooded creatures are singing
The songs of petals scent
The whirling wind is yawning
To remould the attire of heaven
The stones are melting
With the soul of soil
The Sun is late today
The Moon is on time
The Ants are celebrating their gallantry
I'm astonished by the Nature's fallacy..