I could feel it's eyes
On the back of my head

Preferably forgotten
Shoved aside
Ignored
It feels better this way

But nothing is forever

It dug it's way in
Infecting my mind
As it sat in my chest
And kicked at my heart
As it grabbed hold
of my breathless strands of words
And swung
To and fro
Back and forth

Higher and higher
It latched on tighter
So tight it hurt
my throat swelled
And my mouth opened

A gaping
Twisted
Sagging
Simper

As my watering eyes
flooded my face
In salty
Sorrowful
Sobs

My beautiful gem of unparalleled brilliance
In likeness to the most radiant star
an exquisite gem,
scintillated akin to the crystalline waters
beneath the silvery embrace of the moonlight, shimmering and glittering
as it rested delicately between my fingers.

My pursuit of it had been fervent
and enduring.

Alas,
The boat began to sway firmly to and fro,
while the wind conspired to press me earnestly
against the weathered railing,
enfolding my form in an insistent embrace.

The wind's strength burgeoned,
becoming resolute
and unyielding,
leaving my heart to plummet into despair
as I faltered in my balance,

I lamented with anguished cries
as I beheld my cherished one
plummet overboard,
into the relentless depths
inexorably descending

Under the ravaging waves

The withering rose
A lovely shade
of bloodied violet

Paints a portrait
of my heart

"The rose in
suffering silence"

I want something
I can't have
It's beautiful
And wonderful
But it's driving me
Mad

What joy to see a rainbow
After months of pouring rain

Passion is the product
Of what delivers pain

i don't know why i made you my air
cause now all i breath in is despair
why did we waste each others time
making our hearts believe, knowing its emotional crime
knowing deep down it would fail
but still chasing like a dog with it's tail

fate knew we would never work out
but we ignored it ,out and about
so in love we didn't need reason
our hearts performing treason
playing with our emotions
giving our deepest devotion
we knew what would happen yet we played
oh the beautiful memories we made

then your heart knew this distance was impossible
i was the one, my heart irresponsible
my mind in the cloud till you told the truth
but alas we are in our youth
distance and age was the cause
ripping my heart out with it claws

but it was weird when you said "this isn't working" that it really made me smile
cause we both knew that this would fail, calculate the miles
no tears left to cry
emotions are but dry
and just like ice melts in the rain
sometimes love turns to pain