I count the petals that fall from the sky
Walking on leaves that are making sound
Humming a song between you and me
Submerged in wine, it is hard to breathe

Yellow paper tulips I leave behind
Storybooks you crafted by your hands
Mother's red dress found in pieces
Shredded up papers of your words

I wish for once you will listen
See that I am imperfect
Hear me as I start to scream
Save me before I drown in wine

You hate yourself for what you did
I know you felt the pain of my death
Just know that even after all of this
I will choose to be your daughter again



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

I care about my parents
Because they sacrificed a lot for me
Because they are my support system
Because they shower me with gifts
Because they are my parents

I care about my parents
Despite everything-
The lack of affection
The overbearingness
The neglect
The disdain
The abandonment

I remind myself-
"In spite of everything, I care about my parents"

I wish I could believe that.



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Sentando aqui
Siento algo alli
O es mi mente

Chicle en mi boca
Pistola en mi mano
Que peligroso

Mis amigos estan cerca
Adentro de mi caro
Que misterioso

Preguntame a mi
Estan muertos o vivos?
Llo nunca digo



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Look at all the pictures
Photos that surround me

Look at all the smiles
Grines that suffocate me

Look at all the people
Strangers that embrace me

Look at all the colors
Hues that cover my body

Look at me know
Just a shadow of myself

Is it not sad
How everything bad

Was once a gift
A present to have



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Short shorts twenty-five
Crop tops ten percent off
Everything you wear
Has a high price

Luxury tax on butterflies
What a time to be alive
To have extra costs
Due to what's in your pants



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Nos es verdad
Diga me algo mas
No te quise hacer llorar

Diga me la verdad
Si te hice odiar
A la gente que amaba

Deja te caller y gritar
No te dejas esto aqui
No te quiero ver te sufrir

No mas te quiero decir
Te amo, lo lamento
Pero te amo



© Sofia Villagrana 2019

Diga me la verdad
Porque me dejastes llorar
Inutil, llo te odio

Amor me amastes
Besos en la noche
Olvidate, de mi labios

No ves que me lastimates
Que me golpiastes
A mi corazon

Perdon no te va ayudar
Perdoname
Perdon no te va salvar
Perdoname

Amor de te prisa
Te voy a dejar sin risas
Por hacer me sufrir

Despidate de tu vida
Se va en un instante
Cobarde, te huistes

Perdon no lo va reglar
Perdoname
Perdon no lo recuperar
Perdoname

Te voy odiar
Asta que te vas



© Sofia Villagrana 2019