I remember the days that I still love you
I remember the days were I adore you
I remember the days that I didn't **** you

I remember the days when I was alive
I remember the days when I could think
I remember the days I didn't repeat this line

I remember the days when I was breathing
I remember the days when I was living
I remember the days when I was singing
I remember the days when I was running

I remember the days when I feared you
I remember the days when you feared me
I remember the days when I screamed
I remember the day you captured me

Now finally we are closer
Closer to feel each other
Another side we don't see

Closer to you
Closer to me
Closer to each other
Closer to no one else

I remember the days when I was lonely
I remember the days without in them
I remember the days when I was crying

I only remember you moving closely



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

It's scary what a smile can hide.
You can fake a smile.
But you can't fake your feelings.

I sang
The words
Of
Silence

I sang
The words
Of
Pain

I sang
The words
Of
Damnation

I sang
The words
That I
Meant

I remember these words
Vibrating
Inside my throat
Clawing outward

I remember these words
Burns on my arms
Branding me
With names and numbers

Words that soothe
Yet still
Ache

I sang
The words
That
Blind you



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

All I felt with you darling
Was a battlefield

Trapped in my mindscape
Trying to find an escape

None of your words soothe me
All I felt was apprehension consuming

These final words were meant to hurt
To act against all the pain you made

The time we have spent
Is now wasted

Laughter that echoed
Is now a hollow sound

How could we let this get this far?
Did we try to change this at all?

It is better if we just leave this alone
Lets not repair a broken soul

I want to thank you for the time given
Now it's time to say goodbye



© Sofia Villagrana 2018