A father is the son of a mother first.
A woman is the mother of all fathers.
Women, be strong and loving
All fathers must be dads too.


Shell  ✨🐚

Here I am
Broken to the bone
Everything hurts can’t breathe anymore.
God are You there?
Do You see me lying here
Do You still watch over me
taking care, protecting me?
I’ve lost my path in life, left in  the cold.
I’m on the road to living hell
searching the way back to home.
Only heartbreak and sorrow.
I’ve been in touch with the devil.
Had him in my veins, my brains.
Nowhere to go only places to hide.
Nothing to eat, afraid for the night.
That’s the time I got to think, miss them all.
Homeless
When will my time come for happiness
and to be really free.
God are you there, are you near?


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Many need a listening ear.
Someone who will be there.
So many people lost their way.
Totally thrown off their old ways.
Can’t find their place, lost all control.
Who is there to hug you or just  hold you these days.
So many unspoken words
So many feelings hidden away
Buried inside, too painful to say.
Left alone all by their selfs.
Days go by without speaking a word.
Unspoken stories locked up inside.
Lockdown means to be locked up in your mind.
All we can do is to look out for one another.
Show that we are here.
That we care.


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With all the money of the world
The day has just so many hours left.
life too.


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It’s getting colder
Autumn is around the corner.
Green leaves leave.
Orange, golden to brown to see.
Scents of earth come along
with terracotta colors,
fragrance of hay
Mint like cool in the wind
touching the skin.
Peppermint taste in my mouth
At home smell of baked potatoes,
chocolate and cinnamon welcome me.
I know an apple pie is in the oven.



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Driving in my car
Looking at the sky
I smile
I realize
Oh my Creator
I love you.



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In the midst of summer heat
I dream of autumn colors.
Wanted to be on my parents farm again
by the big oak tree turning golden orange.
Many memories and longings overwhelming me.
It was there that I drew a heart together with my young forever love.
I can still smell the scent of hay in the barn
where I had my first kiss lying in his arms.
Precious are those moments back in mother’s kitchen, where we made shepherds pie, boiled potatoes
on an open fire.
Long gone are those days, still part of my everyday living.
There is where my core is,
part of me wants to go back.
Mountain’s view,
pine trees standing tall in silence.
Dear deer walking by looking at me with big dark eyes.
I feel tears falling.
I hear my mother calling
For me to come inside and leave this town behind.


Shell ✨🐚