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AW Gray May 2018
Try
I try and
Try and
Try and
Try
It's never enough
Not enough but why
I die
And die
And die
And die
It's never enough
You feed me lies
I want to live
I want to feel
Some love
Informed it wasn't real
Your hazel eyes
All part disguise
Though I know you
A desperate sigh
AW Gray May 2018
Self deprecation
And thoughts left unsaid
You're laying with me
But it's an illusion in my head
One moment you with here
The next you vanished; gone
The only thing I question
DID I do you wrong?
The sweet serenity
Of silence when we lay
I crave it oh so much
More than I could ever pay
So come on for a walk
A walk around the green
Remind me of our beauty
A self destructive machine
AW Gray May 2018
is it too much,
to crave
love
in such an
unloving world
your soft touch inspires
my love to
search
in such a
cruel world
i crave your flesh
softly caressing my
arm
that moment of
innocence and purity
it deceived
me
thinking i was
able to
love
i guess i
am destined
to wait
forever
AW Gray May 2018
Never changing,
never ending,
cyclical curse remains.

Change of scene,
Change of style,
still it pains.

Moments pass,
feelings won't last,
nothing but shame.

Happy today,
by morning, it fades,
yet cruelty remains.

there is truth,
one of a kind,
beauty always stains.

The curse will always,
will always reside,
always reside inside.
AW Gray May 2018
you certainly don't look the part.
the give away;
track marks and that long scar,
well babe come spend the time,
we dont stay long and we dont go far,
before time takes us
in the back of that car,
well babe lets waste some time,
2 of charlie, 3 of ****,
we're rushing off to keep our speed,
i've warned you once but don't you heed,
c'mon babe lets take that line,
c'mon babe lets **** our time
AW Gray May 2018
The green is now brown
Poison symbiont in you
Heaven and hell here

Moments pass in bliss,
Lost in your purgatory,
May this never end.

The bliss falls away,
From sickness unto your death,
This will be your end.
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