empty today,
unable to focus on the daily things,
because the world hurts so much.
I can usually hide from this pain,
but this -
this wanton destruction of life -
it will scar,
and i will never be rid of it.
but if i could be rid of it,
would i be able to take action,
or lulled back into my cave of complacency?
how I feel after the shootings in Orlando.