Why do I attract the same kind of men ?
Men that’s emotionally unavailable ?
Men that’s after something ?
Men that look down on me
Why are men using me ?
Why are men unkind to me ?
Why am I not good enough ?

Why am I unkind to myself to allow this ?
Why do I think I’m not good enough to go for a different kind of man ?
Why am I using myself to feel good for a moment and not a life time?
I’m so sorry self
I have been unkind to you

It's one
And never be two
You never know
It's you
You’re the first and the last who come
To me

It's one
And there is none after
It's always you
Not others
You’re the first and the last would be
For me

When you silent to agree or argue
When you work but keep fail
When you stand just to fall
When you live but not alive

Love
feels good;
Loving others
feels good;
Being loved by others
feels good.

Love
optimises my experience of being alive.

Love
makes me happy.

I seek Love-Happiness.

lonely nights
city lights
empty streets
and starstruck sights