d a d d y

It’s only been 3 months of your love,
But it already feels like a lifetime

I love you...

You tasted the innocence on my lips,
You touched my heart and made it bleed,
You tasted the sweetness from the place I trusted you with.

And do you know how many times it goes through my mind?
That I have you my innocence, my love and my trust.

That voice of yours sent chills through my body,
and not the good ones.

The first day without you was the hardest,
But I feel like the feeling will only get worse...

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a thousand hands pulling me underwater,
breathe in the water,
making me sink faster.

i feel so lost down here,
please get me out...

But maybe love is never intended to last forever...

I’m falling to pieces,
When I’m on my own,
Even though I’m walking emotion,
I can’t go a day without you,
My love

I’m still just getting silence from you...
But the silence is what will **** me

This is goodbye for real now,
Isn’t it?

No last kiss goodbye,
I can no longer feel your touch,
Or see your smile.
No longer feel the presence of you...

It’s only been a day and I already miss you,
How will I survive without you?

you cut my wrists,
and you watched the blood drip,
but all you did was smile...

You’re not him,
you were never him,
you won’t ever be him.

But I don’t need him,
You are here, and that’s all I need.

Are you still thinking about me,
Do you still love me?
Or am I merely a memory?

And even though now this distance stands between us,
You’ll always be my one and only.

I love you...

I can still feel your fingers gently on my skin
Like it was only yesterday.

Love carelessly,
Recklessly,
And impetuously.

You’re not bad for me,
You do me no harm,
You bring me joy and happiness.
You complete me,
You are the missing piece to my puzzle.

Was it so easy to taste the innocence on my lips?

It would be so easy to get lost in your eyes,
So easy for your smile to make me smile.

Now I just want to hold your hand and kiss you until the sun goes down.

I really miss you....

And here I lay,
Worrying about you,
Complete silence is all I get,
So here I lay,
Agonising,
Quietness filling the air.

I vow to honor you and respect you,
support you and encourage you.
I promise to dream with you, celebrate with you, and walk beside you through thick and thin.
I vow to laugh with you and comfort you during times of joy and times of sorrow.
I promise to always pursue you, to fight for you, and love you unconditionally and wholeheartedly for the rest of my life.
You are my best friend, my partner, my soul mate, my everything and I’m the luckiest person on Earth to call you mine

And every night I dream of waking up to find you next to me in the morning.

I long to taste the sweetness of your lips again.

Your sweet lips on my neck,
Oh how I can not get enough.
I’m addicted to the way your finger tips trace along my skin,
As you leave a trail of kisses on the line you have traced.

You light me up like the stars light up the sky.
Without my stars, I am a void.
A void that can not be filled.

You took away my stars,
The void has opened.
So dark,
So cold,
So lonely.

Lost in a void with no stars.

And like a rose you are,
Each passing day,
A petal falls.

Just like our love is doing currently.

It needs its sun, it needs its water, it needs its love.

But where are you now, to maintain your rose?

I never said I made up my mind,
Don’t just assume.
I love you,
But things just need to be discussed.
For I will always be by your side,
Don’t let this be goodbye.
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I miss your words.

Are you still here?
Because I’m not getting replies,
And the days are getting lonely without you.

I loved reading your sweet rhymes,
But now all I get silence.

I miss you like the sun misses the moon,
But when they’re together it creates something beautiful.

Together we make a solar eclipse

Each ****** a moan escaping my soft lips,
Are you missing the sweet melody of my moans?

You’re silent....
I’d love to hear your words right about now

Does your tongue remember the taste of my lips,
Do your hands remember the touch of my hips.

You are a love song,
I repeat your words,
The lyrics to my heart,
i can’t get this song out of my head.
And this isn’t just a song you want to get out of your head,
It’s a song that you want to hear.

Almost an addiction,
You could say.

Like that time I told you that I was addicted to Kanye West new song,
I constantly played it...
i told people I didn’t even like Kanye, but deep down I actually love Kanye West.

So I guess all this is just a metaphor of me pretending to not have a place for you in my heart, so we can actually be together.
So people will think I’m over you,
Even though that isn’t true,
The truth is that I’m so madly in love with you,
That every time I see you, i have that same feeling as when I first met you.

I love the way you look at me when you tell me you love me,
I love the way you hold my hand in public, like no one is watching,
I love the way you hold me and tell me we will get through this,
I love the way you love me, even if it’s permissible.
I love how you’re so extra and dye your hair Even if it’s not necessary,
I love the way grab my thigh as you kiss me,
I love the way you whisper,
I love the way you think,
I love the way you look.

I love you

melanchoLy
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