And when I need you most,
You’re not here.
You are a ghost,
A phantom,
A wraith,
You are merely a feigned presence of existence.

a thousand hands pulling me underwater,
breathe in the water,
making me sink faster.

i feel so lost down here,
please get me out...

And every night I dream of waking up to find you next to me in the morning.

You are a love song,
I repeat your words,
The lyrics to my heart,
i can’t get this song out of my head.
And this isn’t just a song you want to get out of your head,
It’s a song that you want to hear.

Almost an addiction,
You could say.

Like that time I told you that I was addicted to Kanye West new song,
I constantly played it...
i told people I didn’t even like Kanye, but deep down I actually love Kanye West.

So I guess all this is just a metaphor of me pretending to not have a place for you in my heart, so we can actually be together.
So people will think I’m over you,
Even though that isn’t true,
The truth is that I’m so madly in love with you,
That every time I see you, i have that same feeling as when I first met you.

I’m falling to pieces,
When I’m on my own,
Even though I’m walking emotion,
I can’t go a day without you,
My love

You light me up like the stars light up the sky.
Without my stars, I am a void.
A void that can not be filled.

You took away my stars,
The void has opened.
So dark,
So cold,
So lonely.

Lost in a void with no stars.

I vow to honor you and respect you,
support you and encourage you.
I promise to dream with you, celebrate with you, and walk beside you through thick and thin.
I vow to laugh with you and comfort you during times of joy and times of sorrow.
I promise to always pursue you, to fight for you, and love you unconditionally and wholeheartedly for the rest of my life.
You are my best friend, my partner, my soul mate, my everything and I’m the luckiest person on Earth to call you mine

And here I lay,
Worrying about you,
Complete silence is all I get,
So here I lay,
Agonising,
Quietness filling the air.

Love carelessly,
Recklessly,
And impetuously.

You’re not bad for me,
You do me no harm,
You bring me joy and happiness.
You complete me,
You are the missing piece to my puzzle.

The first day without you was the hardest,
But I feel like the feeling will only get worse...

These men try to elicit a reaction from you,
These men demean you,
They degrade,
And humiliate you,
These men make you vulnerable,
And defenceless,
These men damage,
And incapacitate.
They will use,
And manipulate you.

Without seeing you,
I feel as if you’re non existent
Purely a figment of my imagination,
And all those sleepless nights we spent together
Were just illusory.

I never said I made up my mind,
Don’t just assume.
I love you,
But things just need to be discussed.
For I will always be by your side,
Don’t let this be goodbye.
***

You’re silent....
I’d love to hear your words right about now

Then love me for me,
I am no longer your “property”
For I am your partner,
An equal.
I am not here to be belittled.
Kiss me like you love me,
Not like you own me.

You dissapear so briskly and abruptly

And even though now this distance stands between us,
You’ll always be my one and only.

I love you...

It’s only been 3 months of your love,
But it already feels like a lifetime

I love you...

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This is goodbye for real now,
Isn’t it?

No last kiss goodbye,
I can no longer feel your touch,
Or see your smile.
No longer feel the presence of you...

It’s only been a day and I already miss you,
How will I survive without you?

I love the way you look at me when you tell me you love me,
I love the way you hold my hand in public, like no one is watching,
I love the way you hold me and tell me we will get through this,
I love the way you love me, even if it’s permissible.
I love how you’re so extra and dye your hair Even if it’s not necessary,
I love the way grab my thigh as you kiss me,
I love the way you whisper,
I love the way you think,
I love the way you look.

I love you

I can still feel your fingers gently on my skin
Like it was only yesterday.

You tasted the innocence on my lips,
You touched my heart and made it bleed,
You tasted the sweetness from the place I trusted you with.

And do you know how many times it goes through my mind?
That I have you my innocence, my love and my trust.

I miss your words.

Are you still here?
Because I’m not getting replies,
And the days are getting lonely without you.

I loved reading your sweet rhymes,
But now all I get silence.

There’s this emptiness inside me,
Before you it would never leave.
It was a revenant,
A eidolon,
An Apparition,
A wraith.
But you had managed to make that part of me go away.

So thank you...

It would be so easy to get lost in your eyes,
So easy for your smile to make me smile.

Now I just want to hold your hand and kiss you until the sun goes down.

I really miss you....

I love you,
And I’m not giving up.

I will forever be your one and only.
I shouldn’t even have to tell you that.

For our love will continue,
No matter the consequences that come with our forbidden love

you cut my wrists,
and you watched the blood drip,
but all you did was smile...

I miss you like the sun misses the moon,
But when they’re together it creates something beautiful.

Together we make a solar eclipse

I’m
m i s s i n g
You

Like art she was,
Her body was an exhibit.
Many people had visited her on display,
She was art,
She was beauty

But maybe love is never intended to last forever...

Your tongue awaited entry,
As your fingers danced around inside of me

I long to taste the sweetness of your lips again.

Does your tongue remember the taste of my lips,
Do your hands remember the touch of my hips.

And like a rose you are,
Each passing day,
A petal falls.

Just like our love is doing currently.

It needs its sun, it needs its water, it needs its love.

But where are you now, to maintain your rose?

d a d d y

melanchoLy
          discOnsolate
        moroSe
      desolaTe

Are you still thinking about me,
Do you still love me?
Or am I merely a memory?

Your sweet lips on my neck,
Oh how I can not get enough.
I’m addicted to the way your finger tips trace along my skin,
As you leave a trail of kisses on the line you have traced.