Life, love, and happiness

all these things I had before today

Now I go on knowing of the darkness

For the sake of families in the grey.



Bloodshed, war, and sorrow

A ****** plain filled with bones

Uncertain of a future or a tomorrow

Fighting in a field of sticks and stones.



All that I have is a gun and a blade

Against opposition twice our size

Bodies buried in masquerades 

Husbands dead without a goodbye.



If ever I make it back

I would carry a lifelong scar

A part of my dreams turn to pitch black

While I live a life after the war.

When you are with me

I would make kings and queens kneel

For you I would part the seas

And make  mountains fall to your heel.



I ask not of you money

nor will I ask for sacrifice

Because you alone are sweet as honey

And that alone will suffice.



I may not know much about romance

nor how to make a girl mine

but I shall stand up with guidance

To make you mine and mine alone.

Trees everywhere i look

The flowing stream is all I hear

A scene out of a story book

All that is missing is you right here.



Walking on the gravel path

Chirping birds like wind chimes

Takes my sense away from life's wrath

And to nature's intimate sets of rhyme.



With the sun in my eyes at dawn

And the moon and stars at dusk

Diversity in flora and fauna

The scent of nature's calming musk.


Then back to reality I go

Knowing that I had good self-talk

Hoping to go back to nature's toe

And once again go on a nature walk.

As time flew by with such haste
All those memories, gone without a trace
All of those efforts went to waste
All that was left was an unfinished phrase

No more going back to those times
Where we laughed, cried, and shared this pain
All that is left is this poem of rhymes
With hints of ink stains

A face of gold
A brain thats vast
A story untold
A life with you at last
My wish and desire
Is your affection and love
I hope that our love burns like fire
With divine intervention from up above
But if God forbids this sacrilege
I will be okay with this decision
I will honor this sacrament
In spite of its emotion
But i truly hope for your approval
Though my actions seem futile

The beginning is not always a breadcrumb
Sometimes it leaves the unaware numb
The floods of requirements are our stepping stone
To help keep our skills in
metronome

The life of an student
Helps practice being prudent
But sometimes they act impotent
And that is when the stress gets potent

The stress of that moment
those acts needing atonement
All of your patience spent
While waiting for it to end

The vast field of asteroids
The colors of its void
Foalting around with you near
Your voice in this vaccum i hear

All of the bright lights
All of these grand sights
Spending all my hours
Locked in the iron tower

Oh it is fun
Oh it is fun
To finally see the sun
And dazzling planets spun

All the sights we saw
Finally made my ice thaw
Like a piece of art made raw
It had left me in awe

My words of fear
It may sound sheer
But once she ****** her spear
You may start to tear

I had many attempts
To mold the reality I had dreamt
But the fear of love had crept
And utter doubt had swept

Due to this relationship of give and take
Our entire world started to shake
So for both our sakes
I had to let my heart break

A mind deviating
A pain alleviating
A heart on a quest
That puts it to the test

The thoughts she express with brevity
Are important to me like gravity
I now know the utter irony
Of her kindness to give charity

Memories
I remember moments where your face had made my eyes glare
Cause people like you are rare
I keep you treasured down here