Chaos won't inspire me,
truth to the highest
of these mountains,
The past that sees
and the finest
wine that I dream.

I hate the valleys
swimming......

My pain was insufferable
as no guilt
was yours,
so this mess indescribable.......

But it came back as a rodent,
and its hell of the solvent.

What else can I say?

I ****** up,
but what about you?

The foreseen
destruction
a home,
up in flames.....

There's no,
comfort,
to this,
loneliness,

Her dreams,
are for real
Baptism
Not her wishes,

How do I not allure
and the songs,
not for my burial,
but it creates the swirl
Not for my promises.

I can't help this soul
to the unknown,
wish I could dig deep
but not the agonizing
of the cut-throat sheep.

This is when I end.....

When dreams holler
and they get colder,
lost warmth to saliva
teasing hormone ears.

Eggs break
and always crack
a rusty old rake
reminds me of father.

I feel I've lost myself
like underneath
that sitting sofa,
buried in grime.

Can I still emphasize
anger truly in respect
a reminiscence
soda pops clicks
I'm or he is dying...

There's some old sayings,
but none wish nod complicity
what's a sweet to bleed
non in an orderly fashion.

Wheat now death defines
a sharpening grid refines,
no truth ever rewinds
if  militia carries blind-folds,
shot is silver upon the gold.....

No one can give a reason
this stupid shame of piece,
restless is right of  price,
hope more
if blessed
a mystery
a blunted saw
cooking raw,
potted drains
as it rains
dull less of rice,
torments the mice.

Echoes a once and a sister,
lest of the silver paper clips,
up-held comes the well,
shiny stormy of bells.,
tummy rub feeling not well,
sweet well poison be expired
gravitates her pink flashy tones,
narrowing of such golden cones.

I was looking through,
this alleyway,
a snap shot of homeless
before I went
about my day.
There's no good
with ignorance,
or ignorance
of storms fallen.
We are comforted
in our beds.
Simply offering
a coffee,
doesn't
break the ice.

Everything's under the security,
of big brother in the skies,
a horse strands wander-less-ly
and balloon popping good-bye,
Its a city wrapped in ******
Fortunately are the deceived?

preying upon the littlest
of affected by this disease.
There's me and them.
and wool wrapped sheep
of a wolf that won't bark,
but has witty remarks?

Those with Chinese whispers
strangle with my Liquor,
inviting kids into adult groups
and pretending to be like soup,
Their sick manipulation,
with 12 year olds
and the horrible cold
is ultimate depreciation.

Lay to bed as hollering hearts begin,
Rusty old bible with the wisdom,
a condition lays with assurance
of amnesia laying with ambition,
This old book accepts no returns,
you can't rip apart or flick of burns
This book is forever in hotel rooms
and psychedelic of the mushrooms.
God will be felt in your eternity
I felt him with a simple dream,
When my brother came back to hug me.

She trusted strangers,
despite the dangers,
hitch-hiking
is like
rock climbing
of no roping,
The status
is of hazards.
By all means,
be so inclined,
a mastered
of a click of pen.
What disasters,
Saviors
with trailers
Matters
of the future
The moment.....
The violin,
swipes the demons.
Fling the strings
with such belief
I'm so wrecked
but my pretension
is of always them.
Gradually,
I fade,
into a tomb
I never harmed
and so I live,
despite
their
corrosion.

Please
don't cry
and die.
please,
no.....
don't
die
on
me.
I
hate
it
when
my wings
so black,
no
comfort
here.
Heavy
rain
and
the pelting
storms
smashing
upon
my
face,
its
a bleeding
dance
upon
the sewers
that
I don't
embrace.
Its
revenge
not
on me
personally.
But
I
understand
it.
i hate
our scarring
in this
miserable
place.

I came again and again,
sat in the corner,
drinking bundaberg ***
as you floated
like life given to spirits
on the dance-floor,
spinning discs of disco,
moves like an emerging
temptress and a saint
emerging into the one,
leaves a trail blazing wraith,
ghostly I  imagine your warmth...
A sun,
A bird,
A morning
pray,
A woman
Something
A feeling
Breakdown,
Nothing's said
but imagined.
Anchored.

Remedy's like a melody soothes a gentle beat
thunder storms belt upon my thinking shores
and the wolf and the pelt catcher are broken links
seas stop rising to a herd of pure raw emotions.

I know if I don't
blow the river,
into little smithereens,
I can't be free
and its impossible
of such a dream.
I'm without now,
love of anyone.
river flows my bones
and how to comb from that,
but its a struggle
and from the rascal,
I reached the bottom....
Struggling
to emerge from that.

(RGH)

The startled of frozen,
like a soul's been tasered
a bridge apart to flee,
No wild to be comforted
in homeless of the sheltered,
Mumbling back streets,
of fallacy of the demons.
Anger of a sign "no exit."
Trying but each day's wasted
in my father's shameful eyes,
I have nothing left to say,
flicking pebbles before it rains,
haphazard movement of trains,
I just wish to jump in front of in.


(Jay Jelly)

Swinging from
My pendulum
Pressure cooker
Held my breath
It almost buried me
Wiping sweat
From my brow
Deceived by the notions
The lacking of understanding
What’s two feet in front of me
Miscellaneous calculations
Backfired

(RGH)

The start of misery,
a child's woken ears
to hairy situation
of startled fears.
I'll barely consciously
swipe & to weep
in ****** of history.

I whispered my secrets
to darkness of demons,
became my possession
and my repressions
Anger was silence,
and peace was a fleet,
bobbing up in the bay,
and I vision it to this day.

(Jay Jelly)

Bottoms up
Even the chaos
Can speak
A striking
Resemblance shows face
Quieter clusters similar
Cut the
Umbilical cord
Like an umbrella
Drowned out at sea
Music box
Priceless inheritance
Yet the gold is rusting
Reprinting making anew
The fraudulent tones
Fading harmony
Fallen star
Not far behind
The distance between
You can’t fathom
Losing my reality
Swinging from
My pendulum
Pressure cooker
I held my breath to long
It almost buried me
Wiping sweat
From my brow
Deceived by the notions
The lacking of understanding
What’s two feet in front of me
Miscellaneous acquaintances
Mis calculations
Add up
Backfired in a positive light
Patiently awaiting a revival

**** the presidents
my corruption
too, shall,
if you wish,
I won't deny
I'm shy of a dish,
but my sins,
are no enable to this.
But **** the presidents,
Dream of a clear night,
where everything,
gets finally cleaned.
I know....
Why you think these lips
are always trembling,
I don't wish for shady demons
to sleep with me.
I barely get 3 hours,
with them tucked within.
My mind ticks and tocks,
within past of the clock.
Its been like this,
since kindergarten.
I braved and weathered,
but the truth is drying
of the crumbling
of all the insects.....

If she is just the rib of man,
I'm less worth than a dog's collar.
the muttering of veterans
of a war called Vietnam,
and my own mind
I was not eighteen.
but yet I've seen
worse of humanity
Every **** kid
sees the news.
feed-back,
a bully's blame,
until the suicide.
Homeless streets
in the city.
I've seen fathers,
arguing
with daughters
and chasing them,
for honor killings?
I'm ghosting
today's humanity.

A photo of expressive beauty,
forever in my mind,
as you undressed,
A lady who is stirringly
tauntingly
teasing
memorizing
Statue-like
lovingly
toy­ing
brushing gorgeous hair.
I met you in an exotic bar,
and now I can only be par,
At the exotic resort,
with parked
pristine cars
I can't compete with.

I over-dosed with a nose-bleed,
woke in hospital among the weeds,
barbecued and wired corpses
I keep hearing them with the voices
nights are like lightning hitting,
randomly like hail storming freaking
smashes my mind with ice blocks,
the size of jelly fish, remedies,
inject the stereo with inanities
Fishermen on acid in the docks....

A lover with a chain so anchored needs...
The worm contained with the diseases,
at the table of a first class best resort
prawns and ***** are a word for pollute
and the stables flashing of the horses
galloping when lightning comes strikin'

He comes with apple dew juices,
Nurses and their weaknesses,
precious may rhyme with menace,
So does lush comes with a shove.
He's noodles & she's
salad, mayo dressing,
No belittling to let it be,
The reckless and infamous.
Consequences of promiscuous
Is there ever a deterrence
to the hopeless & the ruthless,
the kisses upon sweet faces,
the witnesses to happiness
Is there such a continuous
to the fate of consequences
that need to be addressed
if two birds are in party,
in love with touching
of fire-works of discovery.

Drying up,
unlike
the sea-shells
hearing
the break-ups
The dabble
of the texture mark
breaks it.
What's the yell,
mad of hearing
into all sensitivity,
hard barks of hell,
and timber is wooden.
But my red open wound
was the fort of cinders,
no brash of drums soothes
no violins can be rest-ful,
And as for the piano,
the beats of the intricate.
I can't react,
I can't.
I...
can't go back.

Eat the moon with a spoon,
and the world with a swirl
of the largest tweezers,
Caesar salad gathers,
with those forks,
simplified
together.

Wake just before noon,
before this girl,

So, all dirt....
preciously,
and
precariously
its the same,
as the raft,
is drifting
Your craft
is as you please.

And my.....fallacy
of what's now new
previously bemused.....

So.....Earth with a worm,
Breathtakingly,
A record that's so old

Cannot you passively,
and I such a wretch
to the stopped of mark,
the skip of the gift....
A stuttering of this,
scratched as I hurt you...
I wish,
but I did
and I wish not.

The kid has the dark-side
and that mirror twin
cannot ever be erased.
Automatics shooting in his eyes,
A 12 gauge shotgun,
fills happiness of scattered flies,
a day of reckless fun.

Bullies opened him up wide,
torture felt so beneath,
demons cannot ever hide
unfeeling of letting it slide
The many turns against one
and no scarecrow is ever wise
against an armory of his guns.