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  Nov 2014 Riot
rose14195
What about me?
It seems as if everyone keeps moving
and all I am doing is watching
realizing I cant lift my feet
  Nov 2014 Riot
rose14195
They asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up
I just stared at them
I wasn't suppose to be alive today
Don't you hate it when you just throw the pills up?
anyway I just stared at them
until they gave up on asking me
I asked to go to the bathroom
went over the sink
and cut my hand until the blood had a current flow
It was careless
someone could of seen
but it felt so good
so good
I needed that at the time
you weren't there
its not my fault
don't blame me
im sorry
but I needed something
and it couldn't be you
  Nov 2014 Riot
rose14195
I dont need you anymore
I am getting over this phase
find your own way
I'm getting better here
Remebering Im strong here
listening trying to hear
what you say
but you are gone
and thats ok
because im strong enough to live without you
I am strong enough
I am strong
Letting go of people i love right now, its been hard
Riot Nov 2014
i’m sorry for the pain i cause
but i swear it’s not my fault
i fear that myself
and all I've taught
might not be worth the mistakes I've bought
maybe if i tear the skin
i can keep myself from caving in
long enough to save the world
that we all dare to live in
Riot Nov 2014
people around you don't break because of you
i've had my share of broken souls
shattered more than a few
so please end this silly convo
and let me talk to you
so i can tell you how strong i am
i know what i've been through
like when i wasn't able to help the girl
who split her life in two
to this day she's a memory
i thought i broke her too
but out of the mess i have handled
the things i have seen
the stories i held onto
the blood that i bleed
the strength you see
is not mine
it's the God that rescued me

that's what i've been trying to tell you
my tears aren't all dried up
but the God who gives me strength
makes sure i don't give up
and you could never break me
with the wings God gave me
the worst that could happen
is if you flew with me
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