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Mar 31 · 42
Stars
Satvik gupta Mar 31
"Even falling stars fulfill wishes; therefore, always be helpful, regardless of your circumstances."
Mar 30 · 104
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Satvik gupta Mar 30
Everyone whom I loved left .

Now's the time to gear up for vengeance.

Going to fly higher and higher .

Y'all will regret .
Mar 16 · 38
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Satvik gupta Mar 16
Finally finally, I destroyed everything myself , so that she doesn't think that it was her fault for moving apart .
Was necessary to keep her smile alive .
Mar 14 · 121
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Satvik gupta Mar 14
I tried to be the best temporary person in your life if not permanent.
Mar 14 · 181
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Satvik gupta Mar 14
To think of you 24 Γ— 7 is a boon to me .

I am dreaming of you .

But ,

Unable to love you 24Γ—7 ,

Is a bane to me .
Mar 13 · 54
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Satvik gupta Mar 13
"I won't come back to you this time. Even if it kills me.

You knew how ****** up my social life was. I didn't even care to talk to anyone except you, and now I am left alone.

No one bothers now to even ask about how my day went.

I am afraid to do anything. I scream your name daily, I look at your pictures daily.

I am afraid to delete the photos. I don't know what to do.

I'm roaming here and there for a shoulder to put my tired head on.

You knew I had no one, still, you didn't even care to sort things out this time.

My brain is so done, but my stupid heart isn't. It wants you. But no, not this time.

It's always the same; if I get angry over something, that thing is always so small for you. You always try to brush me off with that.

Why are you getting over that small thing? That wasn't small for me.

I am afraid to love again .

Bye.

I am suffering. I will continue to suffer, hoping I will get numb to that pain."
Don't know where this is going .

I want that person in my life ,
But not like this .

I know I am better of  alone ,
Yet ,
Here I am overthinking.
Mar 12 · 236
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Satvik gupta Mar 12
My brain started answering all of my heart's questions .
Time to give them space they needed .
Mar 12 · 52
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Satvik gupta Mar 12
One hoped ,

One gave up !
Feb 15 · 46
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Satvik gupta Feb 15
I hold you so proudly ,

Trauma still surrounds me.

I wish I could call you back ,

Not on the cellphone ,

But in real .
Feb 15 · 116
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Satvik gupta Feb 15
How to fake happiness ?

I am unable to do that .

I want to learn it .
Feb 15 · 52
Ash before trash
Satvik gupta Feb 15
Lost myself !

Dealing with issues that I created by myself !

I don't want to live this life !

I am tired ,
I am exhausted ,

I need a shoulder ,

I am guessing I will get that in my funeral ,
That too in multiples of two 😁.
Jan 22 · 53
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Satvik gupta Jan 22
Wish I could explain my explanation as per your understanding !

Wish I had better' communication skills as per your understanding !
bina kuch kahe sab kuch samjh jaate the ,
Aaj bol k bhi na samjha Pate bai tumhe .
Chalte to aaj bhi teri hi taraf hai ,
Fir bhi na jaane kyu tere se door hi chale jaate h .
Jan 19 · 73
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Satvik gupta Jan 19
Slowly slowly,

Music replaced her .
Jan 14 · 56
I - U
Satvik gupta Jan 14
Lost you as my girlfriend,

Lost me as your friend.
Who's sitting with the greatest lost ?
Jan 11 · 60
Lost yourself
Jan 11 · 152
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Satvik gupta Jan 11
Even the sky is empty tonight ,
Can't see my stars .
Jan 10 · 86
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Satvik gupta Jan 10
In the end people choose trash over you , your efforts / changes that you made in yourself for them they just take that as your personal decision like it was never meant for them , you just exceed your expectations more and more about them.

They never understood you at the first place and when you ask them to do a thing for yourself , they chop your sayings / expectations into little pieces and burn them infront of you , alive .

What else you gotta do ?

Move on with your experience .

But hey , that doesn't changes who you are .

You are still being hopeful .
My god , please save me !
Please !
This is painful .
I am hurt ,
I am bleeding .
I can't imagine my life without her .
I have lost my maternal uncle , my dad in last few years .
As if that wasn't enough ,
I have to deal with a person who is alive but dead in understanding my view .

I am tired .
Dec 2023 · 213
Lack of Response-ability
Satvik gupta Dec 2023
Cultivated the skill of understanding,
wielded the power of being taken for granted.
Dec 2023 · 87
Echoes of Vulnerability
Satvik gupta Dec 2023
"I get affected so easily,
That's not how a man should be.

I get affected so easily,
Even by the people I just met.

You know,
I give them a soft, comfy, cozy corner in my heart even though I just met them.

Well, I can't revert that so easily,
It's in my nature.

In return, they leave a burning mark in that corner.

Well, I expected something from them,
That's where I made a mistake.
I know this for sure.

I will remain the same in the future,
No doubt about it.
But maybe that corner of the heart will die,
People will come and enjoy, burn that part again, but I won't feel any pain.

I will be numb!
I will be numb!"
I hate this part of my nature .
But if I ever find someone that doesn't hurt me or cures all my scars , I will be very happy and That's why I won't change myself . Hope I get to meet you soon ! I am waiting 🎈
Dec 2023 · 88
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Satvik gupta Dec 2023
Even though I don't love you,
Why the hell do I get jealous so easily
Whenever you talk to someone other than me.

Even though I don't love you,
Why the hell do I cry
Whenever I am angry with you.

Even though I don't love you,
Why the hell do I fear losing you
Whenever you laugh with someone other than me.

Even though I don't love you now.
The poem is still incomplete, as is my love.
Dec 2023 · 86
Paralysed
Satvik gupta Dec 2023
I am tired. I don't take pictures when I get dressed. I don't complement myself on achieving anything. I don't smile now. I feel like I'm in a cage, but I don't want to break free. I don't want to set myself free. Yet, I still have to breathe, not for myself, but for someone whom I love.
Hello poetry is the only place where I can speak to myself .
Dec 2023 · 263
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Satvik gupta Dec 2023
I don't like being happy ;

I don't .
Dec 2023 · 356
Chime 🎐
Satvik gupta Dec 2023
I miss the sound of your earring chime*.
Dec 2023 · 194
Unremember
Satvik gupta Dec 2023
I wish I could forget the things that I love .
Dec 2023 · 132
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Satvik gupta Dec 2023
People give advice but take none !

What ?

The taste of your own medicine is not fun ?
Dec 2023 · 377
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Satvik gupta Dec 2023
First to admit that I am a lonely soul ,

Last to admit that I need a hand to hold ΰ₯€


- NF
Dec 2023 · 173
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Satvik gupta Dec 2023
I don't know if I wanted you to leave me or if you left me by yourself.
Nov 2023 · 100
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Satvik gupta Nov 2023
"I used to seize moments from my hectic schedule; now, I hesitate to allocate even my free time to you."
Nov 2023 · 197
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Satvik gupta Nov 2023
It is hard to move on ,

But that's good for us !
See you nev...
Nov 2023 · 201
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Satvik gupta Nov 2023
How difficult is to be different on what you are inside and outside.
Nov 2023 · 181
πŸ‘£πŸŒž
Satvik gupta Nov 2023
You don't love a person, you only love his/her quality .

And vice versa for hate !
Oct 2023 · 168
Solitary symphony
Satvik gupta Oct 2023
I need someone to talk to,
Guess, the mirror is the one for me.

I need someone to walk with me,
Guess, the shadow is only mine.

I need someone to eat with me,
Guess, my mouth is enough for me.

I need someone to hold my hand,
Guess, my pocket is there for me.

I need someone to watch with me,
Guess, my spectacles are all that's left with me
Sep 2023 · 327
Weight of sorrow
Satvik gupta Sep 2023
"You can't grasp their sorrow's weight,
Unless you've known a similar fate,
In life's intricate tapestry we weave,
Empathy's the gift we should believe.

Through trials that test our strength and grace,
We find connection in this shared embrace,
In understanding, we break pain's gate,
Together we heal, it's not too late.

With hearts entwined, we'll rise above,
Transforming pain to boundless love."
"You won't feel his pain
Unless you have been hurt by the same!"
Aug 2023 · 184
Practically possible
Satvik gupta Aug 2023
"Being practical outweighs dwelling solely in the realms of optimism or pessimism."
Aug 2023 · 484
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Satvik gupta Aug 2023
So it is wrong to expect !
Aug 2023 · 1.5k
πŸŒ’πŸŒ“
Satvik gupta Aug 2023
"Even the moon alters its face; what more can we expect from humans?"
Aug 2023 · 221
X
Satvik gupta Aug 2023
X
EX-pectations are the cause of introducing ex infront of friends.
Aug 2023 · 542
β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή
Satvik gupta Aug 2023
Believe in yourself when no-one else does.
Satvik gupta Jul 2023
"They never felt my love but they are feeling disrespected."
Apr 2023 · 195
πŸͺžπŸͺ©
Satvik gupta Apr 2023
"Shattered mirrors, a symphony of light, each piece sparkling like a diamond in the night."
Apr 2023 · 212
Worth the drill !
Satvik gupta Apr 2023
"Your worth is not defined by others, but by your own perception of yourself."
Apr 2023 · 196
☺️
Satvik gupta Apr 2023
The mending of certain wounds can only be wrought by the hands of time, while others necessitate the compassionate touch of humanity
Feb 2023 · 198
Negotiation
Satvik gupta Feb 2023
I have no interest in proving you wrong but I will surely prove myself right .😁
Dec 2022 · 213
Ashes in the trash
Satvik gupta Dec 2022
You are fine alone ,
Listen to me ,
You are fine alone ,
You don't need anyone ,
You have taken care of yourself from the very beginning.

These laughs ,
Smiles ,
Feelings,
Are all **** to you ,
Until and unless
You learn to hide your tears .

Trust me ,
You are fine ,
You are fine by yourself buddy .

These gloomy nights will make you strong enough to bear your weight .

YouΒ Β proved to be usefull to others ,
But they ?
No you are more than enough for yourself .

I hope you reach your destination
**** your own destiny
Write one ,Β Β with your own hands
With the blood gushing in your body ,
being your ink
With the nail being your pen tip.

And if you want to erase the things which your wrote ,
Cry ,
CryΒ Β ,
Just Cry your heart out ,
Let the tears mix and erase those writings.

The tears that you shed today will quench your thirst in future .

It's all fine being alone ,
As long as you are being just yourself .
One day will come when nothing will hurt you anymore ,
Everything will become an afterthought .

You will become friend to the person in the mirror .

Love yourself
#afterthoughts
Dec 2022 · 282
Miss you !
Satvik gupta Dec 2022
The person with whom I shared the best memories became a memory in a blink *.
Dec 2022 · 190
Sadist
Satvik gupta Dec 2022
Oh , I don't need your sorry.

I just love to see people regretting their decision and living with it in guilt all of their life.
Dec 2022 · 144
Oh lord !
Satvik gupta Dec 2022
My Lord, I'm calling you again.
It might have been better if I had been left alone.
I believed you would be there for me
I wasn't expecting a lot just you and me.

Oh lord, I am calling you again
Realized, the bitterness lies within me.
So clumsy that I could never hear the world lecture me.

Oh lord, I am calling you again
Just one more time.
Can you come and heal me
These nights haunt
Can I see the bright sun please*.
Nov 2022 · 422
Memento
Satvik gupta Nov 2022
In the end all that left is you , just you , with your mistakes to prioritise things that haunt you in these gloomy tearful nights.
Oct 2022 · 171
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Satvik gupta Oct 2022
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Can I steal my time from you ?

πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ
Oct 2022 · 199
The stage
Satvik gupta Oct 2022
The brain acts in the case of attraction .

The heart acts in the case of infatuation.

The soul acts in the case of love .
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