Death shall be my greatest achievement.

A girl sits

     *in a cell

One that she's made

     for herself

Her eyes closed

     and she dreams

For a better tomorrow

       one where she leaves

With no looks back

       *and she is free

I strive for a great escape.

School is like a jungle
Walking down paths with large trees in your way
I hate it
Like the stars hate the moon for being noticed before they are

The worst part is sitting in class
The males act like lions
Staring at me as if I'm their pray
Like I'm but something that is used to satisfy them

But the even worse part of school
Is when a student gets a text from their parents
They'll complain about it
Like their no grateful to have a parent who cares enough to check up on them

People never really know how lucky they are
Unlike me
I just sit on the side
Wishing and dreaming I had someone who cares

I want to know what it's like to love someone
Of course I've been captured by someone's heart
Enveloping my heart with there's
But I never truly loved someone

I've never seen fireworks when I kiss
I've never had my heart race into an impossible speed
I've never actually wanted to hold hands
I've never been okay with looking back into someone's loving eyes

I've never loved someone

I've never been captured by someone's heart
Enveloping my heart with theirs
and sealing the envelop shut
I've never loved someone
But I'd like too

I am sad
Sad to breath
Sad to have no one
Sad to be lost
Sad to be forgotten
Sad to have anger
Sad to be hurt

I am happy
Happy to live
Happy to have God
Happy to be free
Happy to wonder
Happy to not drink or smoke
Happy to be loved

I am almost free of my tragedy