After death,
In this world
A landlord will leave his property,
A thief will leave his stress,
A sinner leaves his sins,
A loved one would leave his wonderful memories,
A pure one leaves his respect,
And an artist leaves his art

Woh aadat hi kya joh badalna na jaane,
Woh sir hi kya joh jukna na jaane,
Woh zindagi hi kya jo galati sudarna na jaane,
Woh insaan hi kya,
Jo doosron ki pragati se kush ** na,
naa jaane.

The place where,
You don't willingly go,
End up reluctant to return from,
Is called shower🚿

You know that you're imperfect,
Someone or many maybe would make fun of us,
Amidst guilt, without any joy,
Yet you smile from the heart,
And that very beautiful smile of you,
hits different...

A solo pillow fight,
Waiting for you all night,
Finally, exposing your signs,
skimming through curtain blinds,
Greetings dear golden light.
I dance from the bedroom,
To the faucet  countenance the mirror,
Not a blink of sleep, pondering all night,
Yet I wonder why someone is looking so bright,
I smile at myself, am I being foolish or is it a happy delight,
Trying the same outfit, for nth in the daytime,
I'm yet not sure if I seem all right,
I'm at early the station, unusual
Yet I don't mind,
You have the mightiest effect,
I'm just dying for your sight.
There you are seemingly like a day star,
Donning into freshness, hair so perfect,
Definitely a work of art.
Tapping his feet, a nervous Confident man,
Here I get my Peer,
I'm not the only one miserable here.
Words flowed like fluid, I never had to think twice,
I just keep grinning obviously to let you feel your significance.
And the sky was turning peach,
When we arrived at the beach,
You held my hand and I had to on my life,
My whole body went so numb,
And my hand never felt so alive.
We both were running,
In my mind, I'm already flying,
The beach, the sand, the sky, the sun,
Various views,
Yet I'm bewildered between your charming smile and those ocean eyes.
Blow of cool winds,
Flaming intense gazes,
Giggles, amusement, nervousness and sparkling eyes,
The beautiful curvature of your lips above that little chin,
Above all,
I let the intimacy of our interwind hands win,
Now shall pass another night,
I'll recite our souvenirs, to witnessing Twilight,
Now shall pass another night,
With hearts of contented delight,
While I await another sunlight.

I bought you jewellery,
I take you to dinner,
Oh my dear
I know I've been busy lately
But I've sent you flowers and greeting cards,
Yet you seem unhappy every time.

"Or you could have just bought me a Pizza,
You would have won."

In the end,
My mother,
Is the best solution.

Chamak Si andher-on mai,
Nazaraane waali raaz-on mai,
Sabar ke pehnav mai,
Gehraion ke taalash mai.

In the gleam of darkness,
In the obvious enigmas,
In the word of patience,
In the search of depths...

Calm down
Take deep breaths

But I'm drowning in the air.
The more I inhale,
The more I suffocate.

Empty-ed
Void
Blank
Nice

No matter what I'm,
Who I am.
Changes will certainly be there,
But only for me and
Only if I want.

So far I have learnt till now...
Time to learn to be ruthless and selfish,
This world doesn't deserve your kindness anymore...

Pata hai jab tum mile,
Pehli baar aisa aehsas hua,
Aise sunn ne waala hi toh chahiye tha,
Pehli baar sunne ka nahi baatien karne ka mann hua,
pehli baar aise gajab ke jawab dekne mile,
Aur tumne bhi toh kahan ki tumhe bolna bohot pasand hai,
Aur sunn na kam, par phir bhi mere baatien sunn na pasand karte the tum,
Abb Phir bhi tumse dil na lagau, yeh kahan se moomkin hotha,
Din bhar har cheez se aise juda diya tumhe,
Haan agar aaj baat hogi toh yeh poochungi usey,
Abb din bhar bas tumhari yaadien satate hai,
Woh saare cheej jinse tum jude **, raat bhar rulate hai,
Aur tum toh aise ghumshuda hogaye,
Jaise kabhi kuch hua hi nahi tha.
Kya tumhara koi kasoor bhi hai,
Yea yeh aehsaas sirf mere the,
Bohot dar tha ek tharfa pyaar se,
Abb toh hum usi mai barse.

आसमान को घेरे हुए यह नीले मेघ,
झूम झूम कर नाच रहे है,
हरे भरे यह पेड़,
है शिथिल सि हवा, घेर ना मेरि आँखे,
जाना है बोहोत दूर, कुछ ना मिलेगा सोखे.

I need to learn,
"VOICING MY OPINIONS."
Because they matter to me.

Or else I'll feel like a slave to someone's ego.

Shaayad hi mai apne aap ko har time kush
Na rakh paau
But
"Mere liye main kaafi hoon".

I heard it's called
"Discombobulation".

Aaj samaj aaraha hai,
Sabkuch acha hone
Aur
Sabkuch acha lagne ka fark.

I'm need a new home just anywhere,
Gotta take my despair somewhere!!!

Why do you worry so much?
You are so young,
Well, that's my biggest worry
being young.

My feelings flowed as my eyes graced the sky,
Finally, I can say goodbye.

Everyone wants something,
I was one of them,
I was waiting for someone,
To take me home,
I was waiting for someone,
To hold my hand,
I wanted my shadow,
Surrounded by the others,
I wanted to know the ***** secrets,
I wanted a chance to feel their pain,
But certainly something things,
Aren't given to us,
In the end, my shadow ends up alone,
Scared, unnoticed, ignored.
And certainly, it's not the end though,
That shadow is becoming stronger,
As its wishes are dying.

I was in a rush this morning,
Trying to catch up with someone,
In the middle of my hurry,
A little girl grabbed my hand
Putting me to a halt,
She asked me to take a picture
Of her happy family and hers,
I denied it with a smile and told her was in a hurry,
The way the Little girl looked at me,
Is all over my mind and place now,
I wish I took a minute and saved my life.

This path is my routine,
Traffic lights glint to green,
I feel plastered to the ground,
In the middle with vehicles moving around,
Blurred vision, numbing mind,
I could still hear the honking behind.
At this moment, at this point,
I don't want to move, I want to realize,
Something which I have wondered for a while,
Not being a daughter,
Nor a sister,
Not a citizen,
Nor a student,
Not a devotee,
Not a friend,
Nor an enemy,
Without any tie,
In this world What am I?
Not the pretend,
Nor the true,
Not the nice, taking the bait,
Not the constant struggle to sustain,
Not the one I want to be,
Not the one the world wants to see,
Behind the sweet smile,
Behind the scars,
Behind the masks,
Buried so deep,
Not the eyes,
Nor the body,
Not the one which everyone sees,
When I face the mirror,
I always wonder I don't know why,
Behind the curtains,
Who am I?

Do you get that feeling,

You are loved by everyone,
Yet you are no one's favourite,

The slots are always taken,
They were never empty,
And you are always left behind.

हवा में चाहे कितना भी प्रदूषण हो,
अब सांस लेना थोड़े छोड़ेंगे।
लोग चाहे हमारी जिन्दगी हर्राम कर राका हो,
हम जीना थोड़े छोड़ेंगे

Why do I want to run away,
As if far away, I would be there with me...

You're so lucky when you cry,
So fortunate to have the joy,
Have some room to share,
Your emotions and
Split the colours of life
From your heart
And so lucky if you can trust
Someone,
As expressing is an essential art,
As the colours of different emotions,
Becomes dark if dumped inside.

Well it either takes
Tremendous courage
Or
Tremendous ignorance.

Cherish when you can,
Or
You will be shattered
When it's gone....

To all the pairs of unimpressed eyes
Please wait a little longer,
Please give me some more time

Tharas kya hai,
Inn aankhose poochiye,
Aap ki ek nazar ke liye,
Aap ki ek jawab ke liye,
Aap ki ek muskurahat ke liye,
Har ek pal main barason bithadiye,
Neendh na chaha, na chaha koi aaram,
Bechare to besabar hogaye,
Lethe hi aapka naam,
Sabar se besabar hona,
Kushi mai bechain hona,
Aadat hai innhe,
Taras kya hotha hai,
Zara poochiyega inse.

To your privilege,
And
My dismay,
I'm a pro player,
In the game of
Self-blame.

Haal kya hai janab ka?
Jawab kya hoga,
Iss sawal ka?
Zara sa mann duniya mein, Zara sa mann kaagaz ke panno mein,
Hum to kud gumshuda hai,
Humare in khayalon mein।

Feeling nothing
A new feeling

It's been 26 years almost,
And yet living like Jack is my best dream...

My ears are desperate,
Please tell me,
How much you love me,
I don't know, you never say,
Salvation is what I need,
I can not contrast my hunger with despair,
Save me, divulge me.

Someday it's heavy,
Someday it's light,
Like the sunshine and,
Gloomy clouds.

I tried not to care,
But that's not just who I am,
I tried so hard to be unaffected,
But what do I do with my weak heart,
I don't even know if you mean them,
But your words affect me so much,
Thanks for letting me learn
How to make a face of iron,
While your heart is tearing apart,
Just Breathing is difficult now, survival is very far,
I've mastered the game of adulthood,
Your mercy again from when I was a child,
One thing I'm grateful for is,
You'll never get to see this side of mine,
My little secret profession,
I've become a very fine actor now.

I know you don't like this 9-5,
I know that every day is just colour-blind,
But that day when you'll launch your
Art Gallery,
I'll be whistling from the corner of the hall,
It's a place for artists who love silent arts,
Full of people admiring your art hanging on the walls,
I know that's not the place to do this stuff,
Yet
I'm gonna shout out loud from the corner of the hall,
Might be
Little awkward and very odd,
Shouting in the gallery will be very strange,
But all I could see would be your teary eyes, and I could already imagine your glamorous smile,
And
For sure
I'd be jumping and dancing in the corner of the hall,
I'll be ten times prouder than I am now,
Though I won't understand a single art of yours,
Trust me I'll be twice as happier even more than you'd be,
Pointing to you and saying that's my girl,
I'm gonna be much more annoying  than you think,
And before you kick me out of your art gallery,
I'll be clapping for you from the corner of the hall.

Chote chote baatein  bhi bade acche lag rahe hain,
Kudse guzarta har pal sundar lag raha hain,
Hum badal rahe hai ,
Ya shaayad
Humara nazariya badal raha hai.......

Focus:
When all your inner voices
Cooperate with you to work on one thing.

20 years to learn the meaning,
How many more to exhibit?

Every time I take a step forward,
Every time I wanna hold someone's offering hand,
My dear mind, why do you keep telling me that they are gonna shove it off,
I'm not getting tricked, Am I?
And As if I need someone to hold me. huh?
Maybe, my soul answers, which I can't escape.
But Why?

The thoughts of settling up,
Or hang on to something,
Always goes unsettled.