She looks beautiful
She looks strong
but
inside she feels nothing at all
all alone
falling apart
in the dark
someone help her
in the stars light

I wanted to love
but i failed
I keep on trying
but i keep on faling
now theres a wall
blocking my hart
so now...
the only part of me left...
is the part thats falling apart...
I fell to my feet
now I cant get back up
but thats what happend
because i blocked love

Do they know
Do they know how i sufer
Do they know The pain
Do they know the real me
Do they know how it fills to be alown
Do they know im sad mad and angry
Do they think im fine
Do they know
              Do they know....
                           They think they know....
                                                 But They Dont know....

You look happy
you look silly
you want them to belive
to belive that your happy
but in side
weres theres no were to hide
your falling apart
giving up
nothing to do
nothing to want
Her eyes are stained
from tears that have not falled
but she wont
fall...

Haters hate
I say Im Fine
my friends say good
but they are blind
the haters hate
and im not fine
hopfully my friends are not blind
so i say im fine
but they are blind
i may not show it
but im dieing inside
someone
just someone
help me back up
help me get back to the top...
I yell and yell
but no one can hear
Most of them dont know im even here...

I cry
  I die
   I fall
    I lose
     I hurt
      I Bruise
        I risk my life i trust the un trusted...

Is it worth looking at all the scars

   Is it worth fighting everyday

    Is it worth the darkness

     Is it worth the pain

      Is it worth the suffering

       Is it worth all the fake smiles

        Is it worth the  fail

          Is it worth to live..

I wonder why my sky dont shine
   I wounder how i can be so blind
   I wonder why I cant see the light
   I Wonder why I cant End my life
   I wonder If the people cear
   I Wonder...
           I Wonder...
                     I Wonder... but I get no were...

Cherish all your memories and make them the best have fun when you can because you never know when they will forget and end

Love you family and friends have fun while you can because you will never know if you'll see them again
    
Have Hope no matter what because things will always try to bring you down

Trust me I did not lisson to all theses things so now Im lose and feeling down...

So lisson to me and don't brake down go on in live your life and remember these things

my life is a rock
with no emotion
my life is worthless
like a stone
the only it do
is sit alown

Take me to the river
Were lots of nature lays
I could maybe see the light
We could all get together
And live a good life
This world can get better
day and night
Take me to the river
were lots of nature lays
we could live with all the fish
and live are life's

The Live of one may be fun
you may be blind but you can fight
you have yet to see the beauty
in every persons life
all is inportent
dont think wrong
keep on going
And walking along
you may see
whats happning
Blind or not you may not see the beauty

The stars are birght and full
unlike my hart...
its dark and empty
and im falling apart
someone help me
how to love
I try my best to keep on running
I try my best but keep on failing
maby its a sine
Time for me to die?
I cant look back
but maby ill try
il try and try
dont give up
5 years later Im at the Top