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Fragments of fictitious regiments,
which have never stood, now cast
shadows, Infused with the life
of a miracle mind, radiating rays
of hope. The son’s of fallen soldiers
cry out in anguish for the petals
nourishing the decay of death.

Cautioned about power’s insatiable
hunger, and the difficulty to be
found in plowing these fields of fond
foliage, without inspired guidance.
Remembering, sadly a youth dreams of
revenge.

The field newly tilled, offered to
the tears of cloudy conscience,
falling falsely upon the ground once
slaved over, only to wash away the
eroding evidence of last years harvest.
With them goes the footprints of
each distraught young man dreadfully
walking to find his father, so he may
memorize his face one last time, so new
seeds may be spread upon the saturated
earth which welcomes new growth,
new hope.

Expanding, the roots resemble the
fingertips of memories, rocketing
through programmed paths of thought
so you’d never forget innocence, never
forget revenge. Swelling with pride
the fruit falls, smashing itself hard
against the enriched earth.

Separated flesh from core, microorganisms
work to keep the process clean.
Moving quick, angrily feasting upon the
waste of moist, sweet flesh, while the son
passes time rewriting history with poetic
inspirational speeches to his compatriots.
Another word sent flying.

Many years removed, his craft is passed
to the next son. With each decade their
shoulders widen, they become wiser,
the decadence mightier.
Reviewing his father’s notes, and the wrinkles
imposed by memory.

A mind once as pure as this young man’s,
is soon replaced by terror, expectation,
and anger. He grips the plow, tills
the field, all the while dispersing salt
upon ****** soil screaming,
“This stops! This stops!”
Blood flows for his compassion,
for his love, for his patience,
for his speech, for his ignorance,
that he alone could stop it.
My
My obedience collared me in conversation.
My “Individualism” castrated me through sentences.
My “Independence” killed my fire for success.
My “one-mindedness” turned out enlightenment and ushered in
My new Abyss.
My Concept of race was planted by those making us feel distress
about an issue they progressed.
My words are power to myself for I figure the puzzle and touch the pulse.
My thoughts can never be cherished unless in life I’m made to perish
by my God given inheritance.
My reality is their creation.
My monogamy is mental ******* .
My freedom is the slavery they cannot see.
My society is the mentality they cannot free.
My Hip-Hop is what their culture is not.
My who done it? is fingers pointed at shadowy figures pulling Martyrdom’s Trigger.
My anger is their love for forced ignorance,
but they still raise fists,
yet never resist.
My capitalism is their mistakes sign posted throughout history.
My psychology is lengthy conversations over a couple cups of coffee.
My sociology is Anarchy after I destroyed their mores.
My world is what lives on in my head!
Being of strong mind, and capable thought;
another lesson is heaved into the bubbling
cauldron. Mixing race with culture, and
calling it class. Resulting in a flimsy
structure of many long centuries painfully
remembered.

There’s an ear shattering creak, as rusty
fulcrums scream under the weight, under
the burden of opening, no longer obstructing
the way.
Portraits dangle on walls without eyes;
the pictures appear appalling, appealing to
a morbid sense of understanding their
meaning, while the slippery remnants of
recollection leak their way through crevices
cut naturally by adaptation.
Cupped hands lead upward to sip the
awakening water, to quench sleeps
invasive thirst. Lips pursed in anticipation,
but finding nothing.

The hallways are long, narrow, and
ominous. The script sewn into the carpet
remains guiding, luring eyes to an inscription,
a proposition, a base formula, a base
acknowledgement of it’s traveler’s plight.

“To whom it may concern,
A ****** watches without being seen,
it’s the danger of being caught that makes it
so exotic, or so he thinks.”

Like an added post script
the construct continues,
“To whom it may concern,
…agitating festering wounds bleeds
one of incurable diseases, but open to the
elements infection is unavoidable,
is destiny.”

Breathing deep, the wall’s rows of names
seem to bicker with one another. The last
feeling passed over by the next, but so
goes memorials to the fallen.
Wonting hands laid upon recessed text, feeling
remorse, appreciating the context, but
portraits of humanities wars are better left
forgotten by promises of a brighter future,
darkened by the shadows of even more
visitors.
Each one feeling betrayed, their words
are anachronisms for life, each a piece of
memories that puzzle.
Reflections seen in pools of water, wine,
and blood. They set themselves at the table
of divine intervention, consecrating the partakers
in the challenges of wisdom, folly, and atrocity.
The wandering eye of fellowship focuses all
too often on the flock, not it’s proceedings,
and the floor reads,
“To whom it may concern,
Hubris is the elixir of apathetic fools
too self conscious to doubt their integrity,
and too mindful of appearance to check
their arrogance.”

Maybe they’re wrong, maybe constructing
theories of bigotry into philosophy is
democracy. The branches serve as perches
for vultures eyeing the fatigued mass of
flesh, hair, and fingernail. Lost in an unrelenting
question better left to the professors of entropy,
consumed and propagated, used to nourish
the whole, procuring fate.

The dimly lit corridor rises, then falls. An
immense sense of fear rifles through the body,
for the first fallen sojourner is found, clutching
tight to a book, as though the worst to come
was locked inside, locked within his grasp.
The books titled, “Fleeting Souls”
struck by irony, and fueled by suspicion
the first page reads,
“…and after me another will come to see,
but before death must be victory. In these dim
lights the only way out is the death of struggle; the
psyche’s want for identity.”

Vaulted ceilings, artistry slaved over for
centuries. Looking up, consuming the
craftsmanship he has no clue where he’s
going. The floor remains guiding, the
portraits appalling, but it’s the ceiling that seems
so supported, reminding him of his own
demons, his own hand crafted cages.
One foot after another, the journey’s long, and
sadly disappointing, but this is after all
a social ladder, a climb for status, a birth
right to die before witnessing the awe inspiring
vision life has procured for those whose hunger for
definition remains insatiable.

In the distance the door booms closed.
He grasps the past sojourner’s mind entrapment,
and takes another step forward.
Whispering to himself,
“I’m in here somewhere.”
Pandering thought, meander through my essence.
Set my skin on fire, flush me in both flesh,
and genitalia; but redeeming release remains
improbable if not teetering on impossible.
Soundlessly, or so I would like to believe. I
push back the carnal, making desire much more
rabid, and I repeat idioms simply to distract.
"Victimless!" I'm reminded by the operatic
symphony of memories playing in perfect pitch,
on time each grouping strokes my psyche
with feathery simplicity.
Aching, throbbing words so frenetic, to
annunciate them would make this fantastic
pain I seethe for incredibly real.
Maybe I'd rather save the pent up ferocity
for divine intent, but the beast is hungry, and
my resolve grows weary.

Weathering impulse for me, is torture beyond
obscene. Heated breath would be fingertips
upon this urge filled flesh, would be pursed lips
against the nape of my neck, would be fingernails
digging in with malicious intent.
Fervent this pen isn't enough fluid, but watching
it move across these blue lines allows me to
imagine tracing the elegant hairs along her stomach.
All of which without a word muttered.
"The silence is perfect."
How do you not hear the cacophony, the almost
fiendish delicate devil begging for freedom, if not
a chance to lick her leg.
Would it make her toes curl?
Would it make my back ache in effort?
Only thoughts now, my God where is the
silence!?
"The silence you ask? Sweet release."
When it abates I sorrowfully await it again.
Held within its grasp the moments seem cruel.
Once gone, like an addict, I want it more
and more.
Is this a mind-gasm? A well orchestrated plot
to humanize my animalistic thoughts?
I wish for the perfect ending, but happiness
is just as brutal.
Now I reside in my weakening resolve,
coaching it up, if not myself.
I've never stood this close before, I can almost
hear her thinking,
of me, maybe?

— The End —