Nsmith15

Nsmith15 Mar 2019

Dear 8 years old me,

                 Sorry,
                        I fail you by not giving you
                          Hugs or storytimes

Sorry,
      For away fixing others when they never
    Said   thanks , your hand were shaking.
                     Sorry, for not letting you heal
       Sorry, for just letting you seal the wounds of someone else, while yours were
Bleeding.
                   There were days where I was smiling. So sorry for forcing you to make painful laughter just so that
       No on had to worry about us.

I'm sorry, for that sleepless night, when you cry to be let out....

I'm sorry i never gave you a chance
To tell yourself that you are beautiful
.                         That you are smart
                           That you are o

I miss my 8 year old me.....

Love yourself

Nsmith15 Mar 2019

Stlov

Sleeping with strangers

Locking are hearts away

He can't love
She don't understand
Love
He never being loved
She never grew with love
They say that she'll break your heart...

Both youngsters
Living in a movie
They smirk, they don't understand
How you can love
Something that is broken
Inside and out....

Your a patient guy
She full of roaing pain
Sill you be that
"Patient guy".....

Nsmith15 Jan 2019

Expectations is our friends

She find it strange that her eyes are met with a endless staircase

The world around him doesn't freeze or turn monochrome around everyone but herself

Yet our heart sill drop when she walk into our room, Our focus is a far distent off. We get it everyday were our eyes out met with his you tilt your head and smile with you head filled of brids

He understand when you laugh to yourself.

Her stomach needs a million butterflies, when your around
When you smile it illuminates the room and my thought gose wild for a anchor.

Because your love and my words don't have a relationship with expectations to find or have a right diction.

Nsmith15 Jan 2019

Top secret

You know,
the part where you're
no longer a caterpillar neither a butterfly.
You don't know why or where your
going.

All you know is that this is,
a revolution for disruption.
Of the spirit,
So surrender children .
This is not the death
Of you .
This is the dying of who we once we're.
This is our rebirth sweet heart.

#rebirth

Nsmith15 Jan 2019

Untitled

We don't know why we're like this,
Why everyone leave,
Why everyone lies,
Why everyone forget us,
Why everyone thinks it ok to replaces us or play us
Are we that bad?

— The End —