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295 · Oct 2014
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Miki Oct 2014
If you can write about it
its probably doomed
285 · Sep 2014
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Miki Sep 2014
You might
As well
Stab me
Because
Youre killing me
Just
The same
279 · Apr 2015
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Miki Apr 2015
Another day and its all the same
plastic faces floating the halls
this town is so boring
its choking me
274 · Dec 2014
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Miki Dec 2014
I cant sleep
With all of you on my brain

And i cant see straight
Because im blinded by disappointment

Am i a sycophant?
Is that two faced?
To agree just to make you feel ok?

Maybe im just tired
Yet i cant sleep

This is the first time
In a long time

That my brain
Just wont calm down

Oh god its back
The hate is back

Its bitter like
This harsh winter air

Everything normal
In the worst way

I hate myself
Again

I need you to be here
Youre the only one

Everyone else *****
And i miss you alot

And no one will
Know what this
Is about
267 · Feb 2015
you.
Miki Feb 2015
Ive been chewing my bottom lip
Wishing it was yours
Maybe then
I wouldnt bleed
So much

Clipping my fingernails
Down to the nub
Because i want
To paint them black

I cant quit tearing
Out pages
And pages
Of poems

Because
Every
Single
Word
Is all about you
Miki Feb 2017
The man with a Jesus bumper sticker
Smokes to meet him sooner
I smoke too
Can't say much
But there's no light in my tunnel
262 · Apr 2015
Different Strokes
Miki Apr 2015
And she said
"Oh this...
This is a beautiful life.
I just dont think
Life
Is meant
For
Me."
259 · Nov 2014
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Miki Nov 2014
Tackles and heartache
Concessions and new take
These nights have
Become a race
For who can cry
The fastest
A contest
Where everyone
Loses
Life doesnt know winners
Life doesnt know victory
Because in the end
Death will beat
Us all
This wasnt the poem i intended to upload ugh. My phone ****** up
Miki Dec 2014
studying poets
studying life
who came first
who's life is worst
who had troubles
who had shame (Hawthorne)
Who wore white (Dickinson)
Who had no name

Somebody says
"I don't get this at all!"
And that is the system's
main downfall

Not everyone relates
to tales of strife
Not everyone has
lost their wife (Longfellow)
Not everyone will get
why these were so great
And thats perfectly
100% okay

Let them find poetry
Let them bust out a rap
find something that means
Something to them
Let them find verses
that soothe the soul
Calm the nerves and
Make them whole

I love Dickinson
I have a passion for Walt
Reading Poe makes me think
Cummings makes me halt

Some arent so lucky
to see magic in phrase
of old, dead poets
Who will always amaze

So let them wander
Give them a book
Put them on Youtube
Let them look

Poetry is magnetic
It will always find a way
Because people will walways
have something to say
253 · Jan 2015
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Miki Jan 2015
Sadly
Metaphysical
And
Magical
Are not the same thing
So holding that lapiz
Too tightly in my right hand
Did not
Make me
Feel calm
239 · Oct 2014
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Miki Oct 2014
Let me open
With some offensive
Words

Im not
a christian
I bet that hurts

Dont tell me
God
Will help

I dont
believe
that way

Dont tell me
Pray
No one will hear what i say

Stop telling me
My problems
Have a singular cause

Letting Jesus in
Wont heal
All my flaws

I wont be less depressed
If i worship
A diety

I wont have less stress
If he takes the load
For me

Happiness comes through work
Health through living right
Not through the powers of some guy in the sky

If this find your collection
If you happen to read these words
Dont tell me ive offended
Dont tell me ill learn

Just scroll past
Or read through
Your disagreement
Cannot prove
Just some personal thoughts. If you disagree or dislike then move along
229 · Nov 2014
About Fall
Miki Nov 2014
Its Cold
Colder than you
such a sudden shift in your eyes

It was warm and golden
now all the color is draining away
for winter
229 · Mar 2015
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Miki Mar 2015
This word
Dancing
On my tongue
Is scarier
Than
Any monster
That could
Crawl
Around
At night
Poking at my throat
My tear glands swelling up
This feeling
This word
Its love
Slashing
At my heart
Im terrified
Of what
I may do
224 · Mar 2015
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Miki Mar 2015
Maybe when we kissed
I swallowed your tongue
And thats why you
Cant speak
223 · Oct 2014
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Miki Oct 2014
If you ask me
To come and see
To part the space
Between my knees

If you dare
Touch my hair
With rotten lust
In your eyes gleam

How can i ever
See you the same
When you'd use me
Without even my name

Sick little boy
I need a friend
Dont make this
Into our end
217 · Feb 2015
Past
Miki Feb 2015
Watching your face fall
Like a brick
On concrete
Floors
Seeing you stand tall
When i can tell
You feel
So torn
Maybe im not yours
Because youve never
Ever
Been
Mine
Maybe i wont commit
Because
I see you
Looking
Behind
Youll talk big
About how far
Ahead youve
Moved
But youll still
notice her
In the
Most
crowded
Room
217 · Nov 2014
Over it
Miki Nov 2014
******* Brain
Severed Membrane
Sharing the blame
Taking back my name

Im over it
So done with it
Tired of holding you
When you get hit

Youre cold and
Ignorant
Yet somehow
Burnt out

youre lying down
like a dog
in the dirt

holding your head
like a child
youre hurt

and i cant be there
to cradle your pity
i cant hold on
while you run

Youll drag me down
If i feel sorry for you
Ill be afraid to leave
Ill be afraid id break you

and maybe i will
maybe youll shatter
maybe you just need
to rebuild
I just get so tired of carrying people on my back when i feel like i should be going in a different direction and its only going to drag me down. sometimes people need to resent you to learn to stand up for themselves and on their own. dependency is a disease in such multitude.
206 · Nov 2014
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Miki Nov 2014
Tackles and heartache
Concessions and new take
These nights have
Become a race
For who can cry
The fastest
A contest
Where everyone
Loses
Life doesnt know winners
Life doesnt know victory
Because in the end
Death will beat
Us all
205 · Feb 2015
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Miki Feb 2015
Listening to music
i hear a person
i hear a song
about a love
ive never known.

i see eyes that dont exist
and arms ive never felt
i hear goodbyes that have never hurt me
and maybe
never
will
idk. dumb ramblings based on music im listening to.
185 · Sep 2014
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Miki Sep 2014
How dare you utter
those most vicious words
as if you mean them at all

How dare you tell me
that you dont think of her
when thats who you chose

You collect people
like an ant collects food
yet tell me you dont like to share

sharing. you share yourself until your broken
broken
broken
broken
i
cannot
fix you

it hurts when you love me
it hurts when you dont
176 · Sep 2014
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Miki Sep 2014
D
O
N
T

L
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T
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M
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