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Alvira Perdita Mar 2016
the scars that circle my wrist,
once beaded with blood,
but now running around
my arm, standing out like
pink ribbons against my skin,
waiting, hoping, against me
that someone will see them
and they'll ask the dreaded
question that sets off a
sinking feeling in the pit
of my stomach
I'm sorry that I haven't been on in ages...I've been trying to get better, I really have...
Alvira Perdita Jan 2016
I've been trying to believe
that you truly love me
but the things you've said
show me your true feelings
no
Alvira Perdita Jan 2016
2016 is a joke
Been a hell already
I've lost too much
It's only been five days
But my goodness
What will the rest of the year
do to me?
Too much pain. Too much death. Too much rejection.
Alvira Perdita Jan 2016
maybe the only
way to stop the pain
permanently is to
breathe my last breath
and leave this
world far behind
I've been thinking about this way too much these two past weeks.
Alvira Perdita Dec 2015
i am afraid
to trust my
heart because
it has betrayed
me too
many times
to be fooled
again
but you don't notice anything of the sort
Alvira Perdita Dec 2015
you promised forever
but where were you
when i needed you
most?
and i'm scared
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