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Anubis Aug 2020
Tao fills my spirit
Heat dances across my face
The wind, I can hear it
Rays of white in empty space

Fulfilled with earths nutrients
Beams of UVA and UVB
The end, I can’t see it
The sunlight forever shall be

The moon vs the sun
The light and dark abide
Heat and love and light
It’s all what’s on the inside

Today I feel hopeful
For sunshine fuels my heart
Today I can improve
For this is a brand new start
For Anubis, by Anubis
Anubis Aug 2020
Mental hospital doors swing open
The strap you down and feed you pills
Doctor labels your forehead BI POLAR
Admin sends your family all the bills
You get released during a pandemic
No follow up care ignites all your fears
You continue to write down your bible
You’ve been writing all these years
Writings of your own justified suicide
How your holy ways are the sacrifice
You claim visions of the past and future
You hear voices in the middle of the night  

You take your fathers gun

and drive away

Never to return home again...

Your sister who lives so far away
Never got to see you after your stay
Never got the chance to say goodbye
Now she sits on your bed and cries

Your sister finds your suicide notes
Filled with angry and feverish haste

Your sister buries you with so much respect

& she buries you with so much grace...
Based on a true story.
Anubis Aug 2020
He had a wave of superiority
Could not feel true synchronicity

Grew a false sense of understanding
Fell from above with no soft landing

Sacrificed himself like Christ almighty
Schizophrenia and THC felt so inviting...

Now Anubis must lay him to rest
Was it Pluto who really knew best?
For Pluto, My Blood, My Brother
  Jul 2020 Anubis
Pluto
Sparrows flee ruby
apple laden boughs for the
warmth of the spring air.
Anubis Jul 2020
Tao
Oceans wash away my sorrows
Rain cascades down into bliss

I feel warmth in my heart

Life sends waves to my psyche
I have learned to persist

Capsize my ship I shall not
I gaze beyond the shoreline

Like water I shall change
And my journey sails on
For Pluto
  Jul 2020 Anubis
Pluto
Rain falls like tears on my window pane
Images of us together fill my brain
I awaken from this dream in solitude
From my twisted face, anguish exudes
Anubis Jul 2020
I am the kudzu crawling up a tree
I am the vines draping over thee
I am the light bouncing off of the lake
A puddle of mud as the dog shakes
I am the clouds making forms in the sky
I am the happiness between you and I
A laugh in the corridor of the mortuary

& all of you thought I was so scary?

XO
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