life is an equation.

not a simple y = mx + b curve

rather one with countless variables
leading to one solution with each combination

think about it.

what I call variables, philosophers would call free will
and albeit a select number of variables are within our control
hundreds of others are not

if you find yourself stuck
with a conclusion you deem incorrect
or a development you know can't be the answer
always remember that your input controls the output

change the variables within your control

To the future me,
It was the best  birthday 🎊 ever.
I had her by my side.. She talked less and i loved that calm her..
I saw her adorable gorgeous orb eyes..
Fixed on me.,
As she watched me take care of us.
I would have loved to freeze that moment.
****!
I forgot to say how beautiful she looked.
I was immensely focused on me too much.
I hate that.  
Sad-madly in love with her..
I wish she could see the fire in my eyes..
The sensation, i get when i look at her.
She be for life....
She is the Only one, who turns me on
In the most seraphic way..
Turn me inside out in the most messed up amazing way.
I had fun, her lil sis is cool and amazing...
They are like two twins...
It was a family day out..
For second, i wanted that.
To be real... Dreams huh?
You should see the pictures...
we like Jay an Blue..
I loved it.

I hope you read between the lines
Coz everything is never as it seems,
Ask me ❓ look at how the stars align,
Out of the ordinary supernatural beems,

Give me a paper and a pen, i show you my world,
I paint my words, without colours to show,
My hands are always willing to write, never slow!
Review, rewind, refrain, i play with the word-flow

The game is on check -mate
Its no chess game, dont compete mate!
Copy,paste my words, you cant de-code
Its an x-script piece, only programmers can code!

Broken bottles,red orb eyes!
****.. Here we go again
How did we get here?
Worst rues of the words left unspoken
Started off the seasons well,
Summer came and we all like..
"You only live once "... No sooner would we realise "you die once"no second chances...
We the cool kids... autumn roaming in,
Crashing every party in the E-street and P -street!
We were so awesome...
All we knew is smoke-some
Pill-some
Drink-some, stone-some!
Bills on me! Call some-one
Shots on me!
Birthdays were like everyday
Everyday we living life like we dont have a choice...
She is a Scorpio but we change her into a Capricorn..
We living young! The night is still young!
The Dj playing your favorite song
We up on stage and thats just how we roll... Whisky shots.. Head spinning
Chasing the highs
Then winter came,
The night came,
That night that hunts me everytime
i close my eyes

Morning gorgeous,
Is what he writes every morning before dawn!
Cause he knows she is not beautiful but she's beyond ravishing!
You wanted me to write about you
But words cant be quite enough to describe you
cause it will just be a glimpse of the real you!
Sometimes he calls her Juliet like the movie stars, he the Romeo!
Just to set a beautiful masterpiece of art of what they are!..
living life like an opera,
The cupid must have known to shine your way on my path!
I serenade you as we esplanade
Through the journey of our fairytale!
Your curved lips are so kisspiring,
I cant help but kiss for a while,
Your eyes makes the dog star just dull
As they lighten up the sky in the night
Your beauty makes me
understand why am blinded by the spell you cast down on me!
You the priceless gem that i fall for!
I fall for you everyday!

If you set your cards right,things will turn out alright
They say life is a series of choices right?
That if we make the right choices,then we on the way to a happy life and success..
But is there something like a manuscript to do right,make the right choices?
Or are we just puppets in the whole drama of this good life
The forces of fate and self will always manifest asynchronously
One when things turn out right way,
The other well,when things go beyond the obvious,mystical
Is there inertia choices,where things play out the way you want them to..
Choices extend beyond the plans we've made...
Turns out life is more of accidents,
We dont plan on when to fall in love,
The stranges we met...
We more like forces of nature-unpredictable
As these intoxicated turmoils play through my mind...
Its more awesam as we play more of tapestry..ravishing colours behind the threads...
Its us against the odds..little gods