I love my parents
But I do not wish to become them
The hiding of feelings
Until they blow

Constant fighting
And staying for the kid

But I found young love
Just like they did
Yet I do not love properly
I scream and yell
And hide my feelings

I know I’m a lot to love
At least that’s what I was shown
So loving him
Is easy and yet so hard

I don’t know how to love
So I’m just like them
In so many ways

I try so hard to be…
Different
But  I still hide my feelings
In fear of the argument

11 months clean
And yet
I think about it all the time

The blade…
The relief I felt
The thoughts linger
Longer than the scars

My scars faded
Thats the real trigger
I know I’ll regret it
But yet I still…
Crave it

But i can’t
I shouldn’t
But the thoughts
They still linger

It’s a fight
Yes or no
No…
But that’s the choice
That has to be made

History
Our history comes from memories
So brick by brick
I’ll build ours

And even if you leave
I’ll live in the ruins
Never fleeting

So the love remains
And the story will always be told
It’ll stay bold
Forever told
Never dying

It’s not one man running at the speed of light
But a group of them
none of them knowing the other

We know it’s not all men
But every woman has a story
How come?

You put 100 women in a room
97 will fall unlucky
HOW  come?

It’s not all men
But it’s some
And it is every women
When does it end?

It never ends
HOW Come?

Don’t dress provocatively they said
And yet even your not
It still happens
They ignore the no’s and the pleas
To continue for their gain
HOW COME!

so the fight continues

The poets wrote of love
Something I could only dream of
I never believe in its existence

But not with him
Everything feels different
Like I’m in a dream
Or maybe a fairytale  

When I look into his eyes
I realize
He loves me like I do him
A feeling I can’t lose

Because now I’m one of the poets
Who writes of love
And I understand now
Why all the ones before did

You’re probably leave
But when you do…
Say goodbye
And let it be on our terms
Not just yours

Because I’m falling in love with you
Something I rarely do
So when you decide you’re done
Say goodbye

And ill let you walk away
But I’ll never let go
Because you got to know me
And not for the physical
You saw within me

You’re probably leave
But when you do…
Say goodbye
And let it be on our terms
Not just yours

Because I’m falling in love with you
Something I rarely do
So when you decide you’re done
Say goodbye

And ill let you walk away
But I’ll never let go
Because you got to know me
And not for the physical
You saw within me