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Vanilla Sep 2018
I don't want you any more
You treat me like ****
I'm done
You played me
And you've won

I tried
I really did
But maybe my best
Wasn't ****
Vanilla Sep 2018
I sent the risky text
The one that can make or break me
The one that can decide
if it's the end

I got excited
My phone vibrated
I thought it was you
It's just my phone dying

I wait
I become restless
Because regret feels endless
I can't take it
Vanilla Sep 2018
"You're very sweet"
All I really am is naive
Thought of you pound my head
I try to sleep
But I see your peanut butter eyes
And ur strawberry jam smile
Again
Again
And again
You're on repeat

The things I want to say
But can't
The regret that might come
I can't stand

I falling

You wear this red lipstick
I just imagine
what it would be like to get a kiss
From a Rose
Vanilla Sep 2018
Ughhhhhhh

****

What is my ****** DEAL

I fell hard for you
But like glass,
I'm transparent
Like true love
Non-existent
Yet like a mirror
You reflect me
Fall for thoes who could care less
They're careless

It's true
What they say
Men ain't ****
You just have to find the one that's the least ******

Hi, I'm Steven
Writing > depression naps
Vanilla Aug 2018
You cried so much
You can cry no longer
Dried out
Like a raisin in the sun
Vanilla Aug 2018
My favorite flannel is grey
It has red and black stripes
And under the pocket
a bleach stain

I was wearing it when you told me
that you let go of that ****,
Unlike the sorrow, he left behind
Which stick around like the stain on my shirt

You were distraught and hurt
and after hearing you cry
Its as though that pain was mine

Simply because we are stained
Doesn't mean we are ruined
We just have to forget about it
Because you're still a great shirt
Vanilla Aug 2018
As the orange glow of the street post
and the white moonlight
seep into my room
I get a sense of relief
knowing I'm here to help you

Yet even though you're so close
I'm far away from being with you
You need distance?
Why, what did I do?
I came 800 miles for you
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