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Dean K Aug 2018
I can’t feel one way about anything
It’s constant back and forth and confusion
I want to do nothing one moment and something the next
Nothing for any reason just something
But then even after I do something, I’m not even sure if I should have done it or if there was something else I could have done instead
Dean K Jul 2018
I know eventually I’m going to have to tell you
I dread that day
The thought

I know when I do our worlds will fall
There’s no way
Can’t not

I’m positive that I love you dearly
I’m still here
Aren’t I?

I know you were feeling it to
Please don’t fear
This lie
Dean K Jul 2018
You ask me to explain
Although I’d rather refrain
But not because I’m playing a game
Instead the reasoning is I can’t tame

These thoughts in my head
Is surely what led
To me saying I like you instead
The emotions alive positively not dead

Your beauty, like rain clouds, brings tears to my face
Your voice, so sweet, when you speak I can taste
Every sound and syllable is like a angelic symphony
My ears quiver every time you speak to me
You deserve happiness but only uniquely

Not one thing about you is plain or stale
More vans off the wall with every sale
With your determination you’ll never fail

Your presence is great but your departure is fatal
After you’re gone life isn’t real, it’s a fable
I could go on forever, I’m not sure how to end this
At the very least I hope we have friendship
Dean K Jul 2018
At the end of the day
I traveled to the far place
Thinking of what to say
When we came face to face
I’m happy now

After my arrival I waited
I blew vapor and stared at the clouds
Thought about moments I hated
When we shared the same towns
I’m happy now?

Exchanged words on the way home
I missed hearing your voice
Wondering why I did you wrong
When I realized I made the wrong choice
I’m sad now.

Later that night we went for a walk
I suggested the idea with intent to talk
Pondering why life put things in reverse
When my heart stood still and affixed to this curse
I’m sad now

At the end of the day
I can only hope it ends in a good way
Realizing the length of our last departure
When my chest was pierced by a childish archer
I’m..

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