there was I time when i first met you
I didn't realize my feelings for you
but now that i see you everyday at school i realize i do
i am so sorry if that up sets you but please just try to
understand if you can  
but when i am with you it seems like no one else is here
sorry if you don't understand i tried to make it so you would
but i don't always seceded in what i intend

i feel like you don't trust me any more
or did you ever
or was it all a display
an act that you always put on
that's just for me no one else
sees what you say no one knows it is an act
you say i am wrong that your life is bad but you don't know my past
The pain that comes with it is just like a scarlet ribon
You joke about the things that bring back the pain but you just say sorry and keep on doing it
Maybe if you saw me brake down last year when i found out she almost killed her self how i didn't feel like i could partisapate in PE
All because i was thinking what if i was not her friend then she would have died
I was so happy that because of me she was alive but then i just cry and cry

you make jokes that you say are funny but they are really hurt full
you make jokes about things that i stay up late and cry about
you have seen me fall apart because of this so why make the jokes
if you know what will happen like the storm before the lull
that recovering from this will be harder than before you said that you understood how i felt but you don't
so why make the joke

You almost left me here all alone
Then you thought and relized
That i was a reson to  stay...
Then you tried again
Told me before hand got me worried
I told people that could help you
Now your mad
So i live with the fact we can never
truly be who we were again
this all happened about a year ago
although i help you threw a lot you
of witch you might ignore
but me i still remember and i don't think i can forget
like you did just because you shut me out but that is all in the past they all say they say that it is all okay now but if only they new the point of what you were going though that you just decided that you would just leave me pretending that you are okay but i know that deep down inside that you are not quite where you say you are i know this because i know you