and i guess i'm just asking,
if all the things you said to yourself, appeared on your body,
would you still be beautiful?

My Mommy &
Daddy Love Me
No Matter What
Angelica ****

today i listened to a song
that you once called "our song"
and it reminded me of you
and all that you stand for

alone at home,
i lay on the cold tiled living room floor
shut my eyes
and listened.

i will admit that i cried a few tears for you;
i looked at a picture of us from months ago
and sighed because it seemed like just yesterday to me.

i remembered you
i remembered us
it hurt for a while,
but i admitted to myself that i did miss you
and then i reached out
and let you go.

this feeling will fade in time, i know
and i told myself to be strong.

i think it worked.

the song ended,
i took my earphones from my ears,
and i stood up.

i must have left the part of me that loves you
on the ground behind me,
because i think i'm finally over you.

Waiting for my beloved
The one I truly trusted
The one I fell in love with
The one I wanna be with
If only there was a way
I can meet her some day
Money's not a problem
I have 75 thousand dollars
I can buy what I want
But it won't mean a thing
If I don't have you here to sing
The songs of your soul
That never grow old
Let's get together sometime
I have valuebles we can spoil
My dad left for me but I won't use
Until I finally find you