Words I've never choked on,
Tears I've never blinked back,
Transport me to my Neverland.

Where my definition of life isn't the same as broken,
where silence isn't a time when demons awaken,
where my voice isn't an echo of words never spoken.

Take me to my Neverland,
I don't need to fly I just need my breaths to not be ragged,
My pulse to cross the finish line and stop this racing,
I just need to breathe.

Take me to my Neverland,
I'll age to grow out of this pain.

Tick tock,
I stumble and fall,
Tick tock,
My heart stops.
Every minute is easier and harder than the last,
One moment am blessed with wings,
the next am spiraling down to the  past,
Where I taste freedom just for it to turn bitter and I spit it out.
I live and die in the same second,
In the twinkle of a star I exist and fade.

You did not walk into my life,
it was no planned move,
So the moment you regained your balance,..
You walked away.

I miss you,
I miss you so much!
But Darling,letting these words escape my mouth,
To tell you I miss you and so much more,
Its the hardest part of all.

I don't like fancy restaurants or dress up dates,
just grab my hand and show me the weirdest place,..
make funny images in the clouds with me,
lets count the brightest stars together, knowing we'll never be like them or desire to.
press your lips to my cheek,rub your nose against mine,
lets bask in our dim lights.
Do the simple things with me and darling I assure you I'll be yours.

Talk to me,
invade my space,
distract me from thinking about you.