Cempaka El

Cempaka El Aug 2019

honey,

We've been missing each other for so long,
but honey we're too far away to hold each others' hand;

We've been calling each other for quite some times,
but honey that's just not enough words;

We've been planning to hang out for a while,
but honey our fate doesn't collide just yet.

Don't be ****** babe,
I miss you too.

Cempaka El Mar 2019

Why.

Sometimes,
I want to walk and just walk,
Without knowing where to go,
Without knowing the consequences,
And without any concern.

They said you could reach everything you want,
But within a second,
They doubt your dreams,
Asking so many why.

Having backbones to support is great,
But what if they're the ones who broke your spirit?
I definitely knew they want the best of me if possible,
But have they ever wonder I am the one who hurts more than them?
Please tell me what it's like to be needed than wanted.

#heartbreak #doubts #youdontknowwhatitslike

Cempaka El Feb 2019

Yours.

Your eyes,
It's puffy,
Asking for help,
But no one care.

Your tears,
It's drowning underwater,
Wishing to exist,
But disappear dan invisible.

Your screams,
It's loud,
Telling your stories,
That people thought it is just a fantasy.

#sad

Cempaka El Jan 2019

You.

Your blue eyes,
Look deep inside me,
Can't breathe no more;

In this haze and flame,
Burn bright,
Slowly **** all of me;

Your evil is hiding behind all of the white,
Amaze everyone,
Definitely not me.

Cempaka El Dec 2018

Missing you.

Keeping all of our polaroid,
Inside this broken pages;
Everytime it flip,
Our smile shine bright;
Tears fall without any warning,
That's when I miss you.

#friendship

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