I was alone last night
but, within dreams I found you.
You comforted and kept me
all to yourself and never left me.
Held tight to the *****
of the goddess I adore;
My lifelong lover
could never love me more.
I am saturated in desire
for what she gives,
how she smells and who she is.
My goddess, my temptress,
my exquisite lover, divine;
You are the world to me
and you are Mine.
052515~6.34a

Is this as good as it gets?   'cause
I'm feeling a little bit tricked,
I'm feeling a little bit foolish like
my dream's had it's pockets picked,
I've been waiting to see
if the hands of Fate
have slipped me a hand
that's not mine,
but it's getting late
and while I've been waiting
she's robbed me of all of my time,
my time,
Fate's robbing me all of the time..

tear up
burned out
smothered in doubt
gasping for air
and holding my breath
When it finally comes
the air shifts and
spirits lift
filling my body with love
It only takes one day
one moment
to fall back to ****
How many times
can I take this hit?
I'm ready to be done
and give up on life
If only I could travel back in time
and kick my mother in the stomach
before she made the biggest mistake of our lives
090115~6.58a

Waking this dawn
the fire flickers on
Rekindling the flame
ever-burning in your name
The light from your love
wakes me with smiles
You are always near me
though distanced by miles
Knowing you are coming
to see me today
brings hope within longing
in the most beautiful way.
052010~6.3a

hope
like the red sun rising
through burning forests
is beautiful and terrifying
Labored breaths,
as though smoke-filled,
burn as they are drawn in
reluctantly
in need of life, like me
Aching from self-abuse
and misuse, yet
my heart hurts more
Hoping that after the fire,
like a Jack Pine,
I'll become something new
Rather than a phoenix,
rising again only to burn
082615~8.08a

Who we thought we were
Who we came to be
Neither lived up to the fantasy
We crushed our spirits
And took our souls
The weight growing heavier
As we grow old
Smiles fade into apprehension
As codependency enslaves
The harder we fight the tension
The more consumed by the waves
Flooded with anger and confusion
Judgemental delusion
Hearts ending up hard
In self-imposed seclusion
Unknowing of the future
We still strive for our dreams
Working harder than ever, yet
Living beyond our emotional means
082515~8p