Set up to fail
without even a thought, or
consideration of what makes me who I am:
The honesty I've fought for
Being true to myself
and not forced to lie
to please anyone else.
I'd honestly rather die
than go back to that hell.
Fake people with fake compliments
and never knowing the truth
I learned to shut my mouth
because it was better for you.

3/25/15 ~ 1:48p

Loving the way
you squirm and try to get away
Hungry for my mouth
devouring you from the inside out
Never missing a delicious drop
Teasing and abusing your sensitive spot
Needing your desire;
willing this fire to never stop
For as long as I live, you will be my queen
I will do anything to remain your dream.
080113 ~ 8.24a

I love to wish
that you were mine alone
No work to enslave
just us and home
wherever that might be
Roaming the countryside,
in the mountains or at sea
Free to live without constraints
comfort within whatever remains
Hopefully, we'll get there
without being too old
finding our paradise
never too hot or too cold
Just the perfect degrees
to keep you undressed
while I'm between your knees
and no neighbors to bother
with your pleasured screams

081613 ~ 2.43p

Here lies
a romanticized dream
Cut down and faded
So far from what I created
A special place just for love
Now tainted with verbalized shoves
All the time spent
building us up
Just look at us now
More arguments than ****
So much negativity
Cutting me down
Watching as the prayers
Sink away and drown
It's a shame that simply
by being ourselves
Creates feelings so awful
We live in a hell
Can't be too honest
Can't reveal it all
Keep **** to ourselves
Count bruises when we fall
Waiting for the day
We throw it all up and say,
"We gave it our best.
Finally it's time
for our eternal rest."
We stop fighting and screaming
In peace we find meaning
That a week can go by
without heartache and fights.

092313 ~ 10.35a

Come to me, my sweet beauty
Wrapped in my arms,
prey to my charms
Head on my chest
is where you feel best
The smell of your hair
is comfort you're there
A kiss on your head
You're mine till we're dead
My heart will remain
forever bound to your name
These hours of ours
shall never sour
Yet the night is swift
in taking my lovely Gift
Now and forever I know I'll see you soon
My darling Night, Stars and Moon.

090513 ~ 10.22a

Seeing the beauty of a sunrise
in your gorgeous sleepy eyes
I want you more than I ever realized
Touching you deeply
intensely and keeping
you all to myself.
Life without you
would surely be hell.

070813 ~6.53a

You create such beautiful dreams
you tear me open and kiss the seams
My heart exposed for all to see
It's a beautiful vulnerability
because my goddess is with me
Nothing compares to how I feel
since our love became tangibly real
All of my dreams and hopes and desires
became an effigy when you lit me on fire
Burning for you and all that you are
I feel like a phoenix, seen from afar
Reliving life in honor of you
Surviving a wildfire, life begins anew
Glowing with life and desire to live
You sustain my life with the love you give.

070513 ~ 10.10a