I always sit somewhere I can see you in the canteen,
I hope soon we can recreate that legacies scene.
Today around you I kept feeling shy,
Because that scene was on my mind, whenever I looked you in the eye.
To feel your gorgeous lips on mine,
All you need to do is give me the sign.

Kristina, you are my beautiful butterfly,
The one and only thing that makes me shy.
Purple is your colour and red is mine,
Whenever you need me just give me a sign.
There are so many things that make you glow.
From your winged eyeliner, to your light eyeshadow.
That strand of hair that falls on your face,
I just love how you flick it back into place.
You love when I wear that special green shirt,
I love it when you smile until your cheeks hurt.
I wake up happy staring at the ceiling,
Today it’s your turn to enjoy that feeling.

For a short time I was happy,
For a minute I was better,
For a few seconds I had hope,
But in one day I lost it all.

What would you do if I told you,
That thing you’ve been dreaming of,
That beautiful feeling of longing,
Is right around the corner?

I wonder if I ever cross your mind,
I’m sure I don’t but I’m curious what the thought of me feels like.
Your sceptical mind would rip me apart,
If I told you how much you mean to my heart.

All these feelings mean nothing because you’ll never understand,
What it would mean for me to hold your hand.

To gaze into your eyes and say,
Please don’t leave, don’t go away.
I’ll say those three magic words knowing you deserve so much more,
your heart is locked but you’ve shown me the door.

I knew what I wanted was too good to be true.

I didn’t care.

And it tore me apart.

I put your essence in my own words,

Did you see?

Did you even notice?

How intimately I spoke of you.

I showed you what I couldn’t even show myself.

And for what?