I thought of you today
And you weren't there
And I'm prouder then ever
More concerned about the party life
The party style
Can't settle down
Cause you'd rather live so wild
It's been 4 months
I know it's not long but it's still awhile
I feel a lot better I even smile

I needed you today
And you aren't here
Almost don't wanna wake  
If it's another day like today
I miss our silly talks
And all the jokes we used to crack
I know this probably isn't what you wanna hear
But I'm done putting my life at stake
No more bowls
No more hot rails
No more time wasted thinking you care
No more doing self harm
Cuz I know in the end you aren't really there

I lied
It wasn't big
But still I did :(
Why did I lie?
I don't know
We talked
You yelled
I made you cry
Because I lied
Why did I lie?
I don't know
But still I lied :(

Princess
I need you
Why won't you answer
Princess
I miss you
Come home
I should never have left while things were a mess
I shoulda been the bigger one, the bigger man
But I was a coward and ditched my fam
Drugs
*****
Money
Seem to take a higher priority
Maybe I was blind
Maybe I was dumb
But I didn't/don't see
When I looked in the mirror I knew
I didn't know me
So how I could know you?
How could you love me?
Why did I love you?
Is this were it was suppose to go
Who knows I guess we'll never know
Princess
Where have you been ?