I am happy.
I would lying if I said,
I only feel sadness.
Life is worth living.
I will never feel that,
I am not wanted.
The opposite is true,
I feel full of passion.
Not anymore do,
I need help.
Please,
Spend every day loving,
Give everybody love.
I wish I could,
From me,
Help void all the sadness
From the world,
I am happy.
I would be lying if I said,
I only feel sadness.
(Now read it in reverse)
This is one of my first poems and it was when I was dealing with really bad depression. It was very hard for me to express how I was really feeling to those who were important to me. I thought that it would only make them worried. So I tried to cover up how I was really feeling with a happy mask .