Sometimes I think do you miss me too?
Or just something warm to lie beside?
Do you really care or is my mind a burden to you also?
Using abbreviation to show some form of positive interest, hello kitty bandaid on a fracture.
Are you truly “flat stick” or would you rather spend your time without me?
Do you actually feel bad that I always make the plans, that I’ve outlined my needs and you haven’t fulfilled the “order”?
Are these demands or communicating needs?
Do I even exist on my own or am I an accessory to your life?
Are you the main character in the movie of me?
Like Toy Story but in reverse.
I am only animated when you are around.
When you are gone there’s nothing behind my eyes but buttons and wear and tear on my sleeves and knees.
Flowers are for achievements, sorry’s or losses, not because I might deserve some thought or beauty.
Maybe because everything I touch decays.
If he wanted to he would, so what does that mean for us?
You don’t want to?
I’m not worth it?
It, being the thoughtful actions, not gifts or monetary things
But plans
Something to show me I am cemented in your future
Creations
Something to show me you think of me even when I’m not there
Beauty
Something to show me you think of me as such
Trinkets
Something to show me you, really. Know me.
Something to show you want me
To show you miss my warmth in the bed beside you
Something to say you really care
Something to say I am not broken
I am whole
I am worthy
And something to say that you miss me.