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Lara Mari Jun 2019
Earth shattering, glass shards
Tear off the window.
View opens and blue graveyards
Stare back.
Moths, languid in their flight
Unfurl this rusty scent
On me.
Lara Mari Jun 2019
Let me out from under these dark sheets.
Pull it away.

Let me out of this dark forest.
I cannot find the path.

Let me out of this abandoned warehouse.
Something locked me in.

Let me out of this noisy thing.
The exit light is off.

Let me out.
I am not hiding.

I am not playing hide and seek with you
Anymore.
Lara Mari Jun 2019
My depression is like an IV line;
Small drops cause huge effects.
Lara Mari Jun 2019
Thinspiration
- Cut out sugar
- Goal weight
- Cut out carbs
- Goal weight
- 100 calories max
- Goal weight
- Get fingers around wrist
- 100 push-ups
- Thigh gap


- Look Good?
Lara Mari Jun 2019
I am alone
Don’t make me try to believe that
I mean something.
Smiles are empty and evil is the world
So Deny. Deny. Deny that
Laughs are real.
Everyday is a struggle.
I can’t think that
I am not a failure.
Falling is the best thing I do.
It is not possible that
Breathing is not painful.
It is important to be happy
But when they torment you
Your mind floods with cruel thoughts.
When you listen to the demons
You become one.

Now read it backwards
Lara Mari Jun 2019
I
Like flies to a window
I am disillusioned.

Like damp wood
I crumble.

Like ice
I melt.

Like a blunt pencil
I am futile.

Like light
I die.

Like a story
I end.

Read Backwards
Lara Mari Jun 2019
The old man lived in a cabin
At the end of the woods.
The logs are cracked and decayed,
They slant like branches would.

The door is ajar,
Leaving a dark cavity
To show me what’s inside
It will soon be no mystery.

Stepping in I hear the clock
Ticking like an unstopped heart.
I hear the loose papers ruffling restlessly
The papers with the blue-red ink clots.

The dusty typewriter assumes its position
On the shaking table edge,
The corners of the books are bent
Prostrate, on the window ledge.

A glass, stained with the ****** residue
Of stale, musky wine left on a chair
Reminds me of the chilling fate
That, to me, never really seemed fair.

This assemblage of antiquities
Stand here, as a memory, like a shrine
We all leave an indelible mark here
What marks will be mine?
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