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lakyn miller Jun 2018
It felt like a gunshot.
Time freezing.
Hard breathing.
Everything coming to a stop.
But now I just feel numb.
I remember the trace of vanilla
that ran down your back.
I still feel your light crimson blush
that I truly love.
I often see your long rose hair
everywhere my eyes wonder.
But most of all
I will never forget the moment
when I saw your lips with his.
Sloppy and quick.
Obviously not planing to quit.
It felt like a gunshot.
Time freezing.
Hard breathing.
Everything coming to a stop.
lakyn miller May 2018
Talking twenty-four-seven,
losing track of time.
Imagining what your lips would feel like against mine.

Forgetting everything all at once.
Longing for those crystal blue eyes,
everytime...

Just Friends
that's all that ever stood between this fragile line,
that we call you and I.
But I see the way your eyes meet mine.
The way your smile grows brighter than any star in the sky.

Little do you know,
my heart wants more than simply You and I.
It's praying for a beautiful lifetime.
Sometimes you write what you can't say.
lakyn miller May 2018
I wonder what it would feel like to hear the words
"I Love You"
slip from your mouth ...
but of course those words will never come to mind.
Cause I love you and I will never been on the same line.
lakyn miller Apr 2018
they told me to get over you.
they gave me her
and forced me to stop longing for you,

but the truth is

i still love you, i forever will.
even if the world drowns us in hate
because i've finally learn thats its okay to be gay.
lakyn miller Feb 2018
The simple thing I love about a book isn’t the words, nor the story. It’s the realization that comes along with it. Yes it ,might be a fairy tale, and most things aren’t happily ever after in today's world. An argument here, and few tears there. This one little story made me realize something no other book really said.

Love isn’t smiling because they made you happy with a silly joke. Nor is it feeling as if your heart might beat out of your chest after a few sweet words someone said. Love is wiping their tears and snot away when you should be somewhere else, but you're not because they need you. Love is diving head first into trouble without a second thought. Even though you might end up hurt in the end. Love isn’t a simple smile, a rose blush of the cheeks, nor is it the extra beat of your heart. It’s so much more…

I also learned something about myself. I’m not the words others speak. From friends to family. They all don’t know me. I’m not the girl I show to be. I might be young, but I know who I am. I’m quiet with most things then suddenly I’m outgoing plain old me. I think twice before talking to a friend. It might not seem like it, but I take in every detail and try to take in the beauty of the outside world. I’m not just the girl who turns everything into a cheesy joke. I’m so much more.

This book has made me realize something about the world. Some of us might be poor, others could have illnesses, some could be living the rich life. Our status in life doesn’t matter. It doesn't put a sign above our heads telling us what we are. You are free to choose your journey. No matter how you want it to be. Yes, it’s going to be one of hardest things you’ll ever do in life, but that’s what makes it worth it. Don’t take a step back in life… go for it. Take another look around. You might just discover something new that no everyone has the eyes to see.  

~Endless Ambitions
I write this after a book I read. It was beautiful, and helped me discover so many things.
lakyn miller Feb 2018
i don't want to
i rather walk a hundred miles
without a drop of water
than do as you say
i don't want to
so i sit here letting
your loud words
into one ear and out the other
i don't want to
is all i manage to say
letting another tear run down my face.
This isn't about anything particularly just wrote it
lakyn miller Jan 2018
No matter how many times I try
Your voice always
Runs in the back of my mind.
Telling me
To do this, and do that.
And if I don’t listen
Your grip becomes tighter around my neck.
Everytime my stomach grumbles
You force me to drink more water,
Telling me that food isn’t good for you.
Everytime I want to eat,
she throws me in front of my mirror
making me look at my fat.
So much for that meal.
Weeks go by and i'm not doing much better.
But I'm almost there.
One more pound she whispers.
At first I was relieved,
but what does one more pound really mean?
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