I'm sad again let me enjoy it don't wanna have fun just wanna lay here and cry all my tears until I'm swimming in an ocean full of my sentiment and fears I just wanna drown for couple of minutes until my mind can fix itself and become clear cause only than can I get this feeling off my chest and let myself rest
i fell in love with your smile with your laugh with the way you told jokes with the way you said my name i don't want to say i fell in love you because i only met you once but with that small interaction i think i fell in love
Since you have left I'm looking in every corner for you I'm looking in every tear that I shed for you I'm looking in every laugh I gave you I'm looking everywhere I saw you I am looking for an old Ford Ranger white truck with bumper stickers all over I am looking and looking and looking until i finally found you in a room full of a thousand memories memories that never left my head Only there I could kiss you one last time to say goodbye as i felt myself cry because i knew you were never mine.
We were tossing and laughing at all those stupid little jokes i never thought it would be the last time i would see you laugh and the worst part is that i was alright when you said goodbye and left me at night you thought i was dreaming of you baby but between me myself and i, i knew you would go away and i would be alright and it felt kinda nice hearing the door slam behind your back cause i knew that you would never come back.
i pushed him away while he told he was going to stay i told him to go on his way and one night he finally did what he was told and went out of my sight i wonder every day and night why i pushed him out of my life
do you really love me i said to him filled with hope and anxiety i wait for him to respond with sincerity if only i knew his truth was not what i wished for he broke the news and told me no he said no words that refuse to process in my mind no two letters that broke my entire being no but only then did i realize that neither did i.
i bring myself to my knees and tell the woman in front of me please take me to the other side then she tells me why are you here at my feet you should be over there enjoying life. and that is when i start to cry and tell her its because they broke my heart and im burning inside that is when she takes me and tells me it gonna be alright.
I fell in love with you last night, I couldn't let go of you all night, I never thought you would be mine, but now we are here dancing in the moonlight.
you made me miss many moments of my life moments i cant get back moments where i could be happy and live life moments where i could be with my family moments where i wouldnt have to hide but i traded them for moments with you moments where i felt the happiest in a long time moments where i cried moments i felt excited moments where i was neglected moments i felt safe moments of hatred moments i was filled with so much love moments i should regret but their moments i cant forget
That day in my car You turned your back to me Without uttering a word While tears fell down my face You left me like you were in a race And sadly you won first place
ive been holding on for something, far greater than what you ever felt for me, but then again i thought you and i would be for forever but that never happened You've left me for someone or something or just to make yourself feel better.
Recurring dreams I hate them with a passion Recurring thoughts oh they've become a fashion Recurring love that's the worst of the ration Recurring memories they have all of my compassion Recurring you needs to become a dissatisfaction but i still have feelings for you so they’ve become quite an attachment.
I never thought I would see you one last time. I always thought you would forever be there to hold and dance all night. but you have gone somewhere where I can't find. the only thing left is the memories you have left behind. it is sad to say that our paths will no longer align and it is something I've come to despise cause you'll no longer be by my side.
Last night i broke myself and for the first time i thought that i was alright and my bad i held my breath for a little to long and now I'm barley alive. but there is still something that i wish for to be held like ive been missed for forever let me just stay here with you forever
I've held so much anger and I've held so much sadness and pain just with remembering but now every time i remember your beautiful face i happily remember the beautiful moments we had and remember how happy you made me feel i no longer feel bitter im just thankful for the magical moments we had i hope i made your just as magical as you did mine.
constantly being chained to the memories of our exchange is something I failed to explain to others because it is so strange I've come to complain of our existence because I wish it wasn't framed in my head where I'm constantly reminded of what we became I'm trying to move on but like I said I'm chained.
the fiery passion in my chest is no longer coming from my heart but from this complete mess this fire is eagerly consuming me little by little turning me into something different something like summer turning into winter where it becomes a little bit colder where everything is still and almost dead but still quite beautiful
all the things that made me fall for you were so idiotic and dumb your idiotic smile your idiotic laugh your idiotic jokes your idiotic hair your idiotic voice your idiotic personality that was filled with so much love all of that made me fall idiotically in your arms and now that you're gone, you've left an idiotic mess behind.
A Ford Ranger truck has become my demise For it has ruined my luxurious Mercedes-Benz car a Ford Ranger truck has become something I despised because it has ruined my life because who drove it was the love of my life but he left me for some other wife.
Wanting to be in your arms wanting to be with you wanting to feel you wanting to feel loved by you is a luxury that I failed to protect a luxury that I will never feel again a luxury someone else will enjoy I'm still in love with that luxury I'm still in love with you
it's scary to let yourself be in embraced and let go of yourself without any trace of restraint, we haven't achieved that fear it has left most of us in tears for years but there is a small percentage of us who have achieved that and more than lust that percentage wins above all of us and makes us inspired enough to try once again the game of love and there are some of us who refuses to let fear embrace them with its warm touch and kisses just like how i let myself be embraced by you you were my fear that i wanted to achieve but im the fear you never wanted.
wake me up from this dream baby I feel like you've tormented me enough already how can I stop feeling this way and it feels like I'm drifting away tell me baby tell me how am I supposed to let you be if you have already left from my side and you have left me all alone in this tide in this whirlpool of people and love but I have to let you go my little dove But I'm sad to go
Emptiness floats in my brain Funny how i say that cause then that means that their is something in my head but emptiness is what i want to feel when i mention your name so i let it float in my head until nothing remains
I really want to know why I don't want to let go I feel like I'm over you but at times I cry when I think of you I think I'm attached to wanting someone at my side and hold me like you did that one time. I thought I had healed from wanting to feel loved and the sad truth is that I haven't and maybe that's the only reason I'm hurting right now and now I'm starting to think I didn't love you at all so its my turn to take my bow and say I'm sorry for all the things I've done its my fault too that our relationship didn't last that long but then again I believe that I'm hurting a lot more than you.
Dear Precious Thing, My heart always yearns for you and chases the feeling you ooze but something always changes and you leave me stranded I strive to be with you every time but you always leave me on a dime I forgive and forgive and give and give and yet you seem to forget and forget about how much I want to be with you.
You say you don't want to hurt me but you do things that say otherwise I know what I signed up for when I agreed to be with you I know I also signed my fate to never love anyone again but you don't want to hurt me and I think you hide behind that phrase like a coward waiting in disguise knowing you never wanted to be mine.
I fell in love with him and I couldn't stop I was scared that this love was on a whim but it was not I felt that I was at the gym since my heart raced every time I was with him crazy isn't the love of my life was everything to me but I was nothing to him and in a heartbeat he change us for something new and based on a whim just when I believed that it could be him the one I would love till the end of time and forever be with the stars in the night sky.
I thought we were good But then I let my insecurities come between me and you You're a good man but maybe I'm not good enough for you Maybe we are meant to collide and show the world how beautiful our love is To only extinguish our flame to tiny bits of dust I love you but maybe that isn't enough for you. I dove into our love knowing I liked you more than you liked me Maybe that's why I get so much in my head because our love for each other Isn't equal cause mine is far greater than yours ever will be, But then again this is all in my head and I freak out all the time Just for you to come and love me One last time And leave me all over again I just wanna know one thing though Are we good?
Sometimes i feel like i am not allowed to be happy that the world is beyond me that everyone around me is acting a little funny cause everyone seems to not be happy
Maybe I'm just a little confused and people got me feeling a little removed but maybe that just because I've improved and i just wanna feel moved by the world who is just misused.
that burning feeling in your chest and tears well up and wet your vest this is something I hate mind racing a thousand miles and thoughts fill up in piles I know I'm overwhelmed but why can't you tell I'm hurting as well and it hurts like hell but you can't see how it hurts me when you neglect me
It pains me to know that you don't feel the same that being with me doesn't make you want to say those words. you said them today but you took them back as fast as they came out and then replaced them with I like you a lot my heart shattered as if you had left me and in a way you did you rejected me without leaving me behind cause i love you but I'm afraid to say it again since I know you don't feel the same way.
I've been put on a high pedestal I need to stay on that high pedestal have to show everyone how perfect I am perfection is what I need to be I've been put on this high pedestal and I don't want it I want to be able to fail and I cant because I am on that high pedastal but, but with you I feel like I can fail I feel like I can enjoy myself and not care Being with you is like I can finally be be someone with no high expectations of themselves its like I can finally take a breath and relax with you, my whole world stops and I don't have to fight to be on top.
Heavy heart, painful part of my life, knowing there's a knife at my side, and I just hide in plain sight, hoping there will be light at the end of the night.
anxious minds in heavy binds timeless time passes while I stand in ashes knowing you have something to say and i having to wait in this heap of nothingness baby don't tell me this was meaningless.
Loving someone like you was something that came out of the blue who knew a Chick-fil-A boy would make me full of joy Loving someone like you is something I never knew but something told me it was good like eating your favorite food when I met him he turned bright red I didn't even know what I said Loving you is the best thing I could do and I hope he loves me too.
Every week is a long wait Waiting to see you for at least a minute A minute that will last forever in my memories My memories that are now filled with you constantly Constantly in my mind and now I have to wait again Again to see you for what feels to be like 2 seconds Seconds i count to see you To see you on the weekend The weekend where I might say I love you, baby
en dias que llueve llorare menos porque el cielo me quitarar un poco de mi tristeza pero cuando el sol brilla aun mas llorare todo le que me guante asta no resperirar Porque alguien estará feliz Y yo queriendo morir Entonces cielo mio Deja que las lluvias corren sobre mi Para que la tristeza se baya de qui
I will strive for something better than the stars. I will strive for a universe beyond the laws. I will strive for something that is far and will forever be mine from the start.
To write hate on her arms was a disgrace, But to write hate on her legs was like an embrace, For her legs will not be seen by the pervy eyes that reach for her soul, Only her eyes would know, What is underneath her clothes.
The buzzing of the flies The trees moving with the endless wind Tend to stick by my side With a precious memory on my mind This is summer to me most of the time.
I wish I could text you about all the **** that's happening to me. You're still my home I know if i felt that then i shouldnt have left you but I did cause you are toxic and I am toxic to you We were both in a relationship that was highly toxic for both. So I took my turn to leave. And now my heart yearns for you My heart hates it but it's ok because it's better to love you when you're far away from me.
With an unsettling pain I write this Thinking of you knowing I wont be able to see you again Please let me glance at you one last time Lets have one last dance Let's have one last chat Let's have one last day together Let me have one last happy moment with you Let me return to the moment where I could say I love you one last time.
I fell in love with a girl and then she told me she likes this boy. And my heart shattered into tiny pieces but i just smiled and thought to myself i did this already with my ex i can do this with you. it shouldnt have hurt as much but my heart knew the truth that i loved her more than him. so when my hurt shattered with her i didnt pick up pieces because i didnt want to love again if they were all going to leave like her.
Everyday the ocean gives back Something different, something new People think it is out of gratitude But I know its not Because every time we talk she gives me a silent plea for help. Yall are drowning me the ocean says, so evryday I go and take what she gave back.
I'm just tired I'm giving up I want to go to bed I wanna sleep forever I'm just tired I don't care anymore But I'm not tired enough I still act like I'm fine And if people knew I would win an oscar For acting so **** good I mean it's ok I celebrate in my head thinking everything will be fine but I just keep lying to my face And I look in ther mirror and see this misery in my eyes. Only you knew about my dreadful tears that I would shed and my awful thoughts that would come pouring in at night. Im tired but not enough I wanna sleep but I won't let myself I wanna eat but I'll starve myself You see that's me I'll try to fix myself but find a way to break me. As I said im a great actress. Im so great that I forget that I am hurting myself every **** day just because I wanna win the oscar. I will continuously try my very hardest to win the oscar. I will always try my hardest to keep my mask as clean and prefer as possibly. Im just tired but I'm not tired enough.
Never shall I forget the moment we met. Never shall I forget the good morning and I love you we would text. Never shall I forget the details of your face. Never shall I forget your eyes and your smile, and how many times you made me laugh. Never shall I forget your name that will never be told from my lips again. Never Shall I forget all the beautiful moments we had together.
Never shall I forget the love we had for each other. Never shall I forget how everything turned into memories in seconds.
Never shall I forget how you forgot me. Never shall I forget how you treated me. Never shall I forget when you left me drowning in the sea.
Never shall I forget how our souls were destined to hurt each other. Never shall I forget that I don't need you. Never shall I forget that we don't need each other
Never shall I forget that I am better without you. Never shall I forget that I am alright without you. Never shall I forget that I am strong. But …. I forgot all of that as soon as our eyes met once again.