Since you have left
I'm looking in every corner for you
I'm looking in every tear that I shed for you
I'm looking in every laugh I gave you
I'm looking everywhere I saw you
I am looking for an old Ford Ranger white truck with bumper stickers all over
I am looking and looking and looking
until i finally found you
in a room full of a thousand memories
memories that never left my head
Only there I could kiss you one last time
to say goodbye
as i felt myself cry
because i knew you were never mine.

We were tossing and laughing at all those stupid little jokes
i never thought it would be the last time i would see you laugh
and the worst part is that i was alright
when you said goodbye and left me at night
you thought i was dreaming of you baby
but between me myself and i,
i knew you would go away and i would be alright
and it felt kinda nice hearing the door slam behind your back
cause i knew that you would never come back.

i pushed him away
while he told he was going to stay
i told him to go on his way
and one night
he finally did what he was told
and went out of my sight
i wonder every day and night
why i pushed him out of my life

depression is a stage of regret
at least for me
it wouldn't let me be
i got confused right away
and it stayed in my way

I fell in love with you last night,
I couldn't let go of you all night,
I never thought you would be mine,
but now we are here dancing in the moonlight.