With out healing from the night before im back at it again
Im a slumped up carcus
In rooms poorly lit
My eyes to low peeking through
Creeses of purgatory.
With scenes that change

I don't wanna seem so fragile so I cover
My pain with a smile im sure everyone can
See the seams
where I stitched up all the
Broken parts of me.
But im sorry, even with all stitched up pieces I
still
don't
Feel
                      complete.

We meet here
At our final passing
Love me
Or
Love me
Not

I try to fold my hope and
stuff it into my back pocket.
Leaving it with the closest
thing to change...

A good person is person who is good with no moral to it.

Can we empty ourselves out
And go through the mess.
We haven't spoken in awhile
And trying to forget
Is not an option,
So for the first time in a long time,
Can we pretend we just met
And empty ourselves out
And go through the mess.

She danced with the summer breeze
Set fire to the flowers
Inhaled the clouds
Lifted her wings
Tilted her head
Released the clouds
Than danced with the summer breeze

Don't catch me when I fall please!
I can't chance you dropping me
let me fall, and let me break!
Ill drag my pieces back together
but don't you catch me in your groundless
love.

There's so much to do,
Without anything to do.

Does a subtle wind
Bring you chills
On this hot summers day
The nights are layered
In moon light
As I lie awake

Thinking of you.

the night walked me home
i wasn't anxious to escape
the keen nights blow that
chilled my bone.
so i carried myself
with feeble legs
houses lit like jackle lanterns
the light inside
with shadow figures
drowning all crystal stars
with bottles of liqour.
i walked home

clouds
blue skies
grab me and pull me in
keep me warm
hold my hand
clouds
blue skies

I've tried to be strong
trust me I've held on too long
I've tried to be strong
but sometimes you gotta let go
in order for it to take form.

Till now I wasn't sure if I ever loved anything.

I loved you.

It was nice while it lasted
but I'm afraid to be left
searching for answers you never gave
I can't tell you how much I would love to
talk to you until my phone heats up
against my cheeks
I would love to go back to the time
I'd wake up realizing we never hung up
before we fell asleep
but the pain when you wouldn't respond to text
or answer when the phone rings
lasted longer then the time we would speak.
so goodbye,
it was nice while it lasted.

What's the point of being king, when you're alone in your castle.

If this all was made to be than is this silence made for me?
How many forever's does it take to last?
When we are forever,
and forever isn't meant to pass.
That's where I want to be.
If this all is just going with the breeze
Than who is to say you were not made for me?

I rolled around my bed snuggling in my own wonders.

where is she and is she thinking of me.

lying silently awake on the laced carpet of my floor
waiting for the notification to the appear and chill me to the core,
But love you wouldn't understand the way my hand trembles in your hand
when you look me in the eye and all the demons in me morn.
It is no questionable truth that i would fight through hell for you
to just love me once more.

I can't find a feeling to describe
fear and confusion,
nor for my cold feet
or the warmth of fear in my gut.

Something in my brain is not the same
Something in my brain lost it's way.
I'm not sure what it was
I'm not sure what to say,
didnt realize I lost it until it was too late but
Something in my brain walked away.
Where did it go
Where did it stay
What did it leave
What it take?
Does it matter?
Does it mind?
Im not sure
Can't decide.

Wouldn't say that im suffering without you
But certainly, sad songs are knives to these flesh and bones.

silence is thickest
when two minds are full
of thought
hearts are full
While bottles are bottoms up
Instead of words
we speak through touch

Your skin like brail
spelling words of lust
My finger tips can't resist
to read every inch every rub

morning dew thaws out the nighted lust
leaving us
sobered up.

When I get her to love me the skies will surely be blue and the grass too green to describe vividly
When i get her to love me
I
Will
Melt
To
The
Core

Im just a cloud
Below the ocean blues.
Sitting in the sky,
Slowly dissolving
With you.

At one moment we can be on top of the world.
And another moment we can be **** near buried beneath it.

I never felt so alive, till the moment
I felt I could die.

You are a never ending path
Your love has guided me down
I don't worry if im lost
Only that im found
You are my love

I want you to myself.

whats the point of the
high chase
high stake
give and tease
if i know you and
you know me?

dont become what you promised you wouldnt
your beautiful, this world may not always
see it but the world has always been
the hell it has warned us about and your the
closest to heaven that ill ever be.
so promise you won't forget who you are
and the stars wont leave your eyes.
dont become what the world has warned us
about dont let it tell you your not beautiful
the way you are.

I haven't heard from you in awhile
But you still cross my mind
I haven't spoken to you in awhile
But I bet you're doing just fine.

You were the best mistake I ever made,
I surrendered myself and let you in.
When im with you,
I wear my smile like an old shirt
I try to hide the stains.
Was I wrong all along?
Did I sing the wrong song?
Or was I just out of tune?
When I surrendered myself to let you in.
That was the best mistake I've ever made

I don't want a heart
If it causes me to feel
I don't want
These tears if they won't allow
Me to drown
no one will understand
My smiles
Are screams for help without
Sound.

true loneliness is the one felt in crowded rooms
things only you understand, not enough words in the
dictionary nor a phrase to explain the tumbling uncontrollable
down fall everything you love starts to fall in.

I never practiced tearing my own heart out
Neither did I practice ignoring the shine of
the stars but i found myself suffering to let go of your hand
to detach from the embrace of your arms.
And thought maybe if I did.

This goodbye
wouldn't be so hard.

harmony,Two things in perfect melody?
destined or was it fate
That brought to be this mystery