I have long been acquainted, with the propaganda of the dead,
A crow alights a chiseled stone,
On a leaning ledge,
I wish to leave it alone,
I let my husky lead me to the forest edge.
As if it knew I would evade,
I stumble over a marker grave,
I sigh, for on it was an electrode,
One that I recently tried to replace,
On a steam boiler,
At my older friend's decrepit place,
Who died upstairs,
As I worked in the basement below,
" My father died in this bed,
And that is how I will go."
*
The day before, a black cat ran out from this neglected yard,
" Thats not good,"
While we drove in his old Buick beat-up car,
I thought only heathen lore,
Then I saw his lonely bedroom light on,
As he returned my calls no more,
And outside my home,
" Lost Cat, Named Lucky"
And a handsome reward.
*
Like Datura growing in this graveyard grass,
That only opens when the visiting hours have past,
My childhood was like the evening primrose,
Of this neglected ground,
That blossomed only under the moon,
With no other soul around.
And many more occurences than these,
More than Datura's delirious seeds,
My friends lonely bedroom light–
From the street,
Like white petals at night–
Wasting his electricity.
*
Lucky has moved into a nearby charred out house,
Like a shadow he enters in,
From a shadow he comes out,
I knew that family growing up,
When will the builder clear that lot?
Days ago a happy facade, now is not.
Datura unfurls her blossoms,
To a blackened home, on a blackened plot.
*
Oh Datura, a shadow now calls out to be free,
In a voice sisterly,
Is it true you give sight like no one else,
A midnight stroll, during the light of day,
Fog rises, gestures to me, then dispels,
The moon flower is in full array,
The nightclouds of your seeds,
I am benighted,
The sun has set and now I see,
I hear the attic door opening,
Out runs a young girl–
Hugging me.
Lucky stalks down the charred steps,
A bedroom light fades,
The wan moon is coming to an end,
The morn shall light upon your face,
Your flowers will unfurl again,
No longer to starry night, no longer in shadow space.