Like a  recovered drug addict,
I can never get away from you,
There's not a day I don’t think about you,
Not a day I don't wish to go back to you.
Crawling back to you would be equivalent to ‘just one more shot’ or ‘one more hit’
I would never be able to get enough of you,
and for that, I hate myself.

“”i wont ever hate you”, you said.
and that is the biggest lie you’ve ever told.
define hate for me please,
because to me,
hate is
walking down the hall completely and purposely avoiding eye contact
to me,
hate is
never reaching out when you know I need someone.
to me,
hate is
asking my sister about me,
when you could ask me.
to you,
you will never know how much I loved and still love you,
because you won’t even give me the time of day anymore.